I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.
Before any signs happen you must first nake the God's draw attention to you. They like when your spiritual power increases because it means you are serious. The stepa to increasing your spirtual power are the following:
1.Awareness - You must become aware of your energy and of how you pull in energy from the all energy field like we all do automatically when we breath in. When we breath out we normally expel energy to remain in balance. This balance can be bipassed using the mind.
2.Energy training/ Meditation to store more energy than you normally do - foundation meditation, bone breathing, standing meditation. You must pull energy at a 70 - 80% max effort from the quantum field all around us and in us. Then and this is very important, you store it. Start small and build up gradually.
3. Consistent effort and training. Then after you gain power keep it under control. You will gain as much power as your body/soul will be capable of, up to your genetic limit, maybe beyond in the course of many years of consistent daily training. In the first month of doing it right you will notice enhanced strength that is not your muslces. Then you will gain other abilities and learn to control them, such as moving objects, jumping high, hitting insanly hard, learning to surge your power, and others. Experiment.
A note of encouragement
I am on the journey as well. I have enhanced strength currently, some communication with father(when he chooses of course, he is busy but his conciouness is... far more expansive then ours I suppose you could say, he is the truest most powerful of the God's after all),
Finally I can form very transparent balls of spirtual power in the past but I got really lazy for a long time/ manipulated by jew crap making me fear my practices abit(big mistake), so now I only have the power to form heat/ pressure/ tingling at will others can feel too.
A far cry from my 17 year old self... In the past when visible they were similar to electricity and could burn things as well as effect matter, but they were still way different than electricity since this energy can move where ever I want and does not jump from a high charge area to a low charge area as long as I concentrate on holding it their with my awareness and will power. The visible center portion of my ball was only the size of a penny and lasted for maybe 2 to 3 seconds before my power would drop amd it turned to weak to be and I would need to charge for a minute of two. With more work though I know I could have done far more.
I regret becoming a chump for the Christian church. Being Christian I did not train, got depressed(alot), and believed things would come to me if they were meant to. I know stupid, right? For some reason though father Satan waited for me, and then showed me how wrong I was about everything I had been taught very recently. Once I started worshipping Yahweh I totally stopped training and my immune system crashed.
After coming back to Satan and training again though I am now able to avoid sickness more, am srronger, and feel better over all. Since I am training my power my abilities are coming back to. I can also once again talk to him telepathically sometimes.
Well this is getting to long. Do good, be good, get strong.
Hail Satan!
Ome las thing, currently I also have occasional telekinetic outbursts on accident. Very rarely though.