TruthSeekerXX
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Hi,
Please don't be alarmed by what I'm going to write here...
But I have re-occurring dreams about killing/being killed with a knife, one time it was a sword and multiple other times it was guns, but most commonly its a large knife that can be found in a kitchen drawer. I can assure you that the reason is not because I'm watching violent things because my parents forbid me from watching horror or violent movies and it's not because of social media because I don't have it.
These dreams stared around age 12 or 13-ish, and are still happening. I don't have them every night, but I think they are a common theme.
Early it it was males that were killing me with knifes and other weapons: random people with blurred out faces, my male family members, sometimes it was people I never met before but I could see their faces clearly. Then at one point both females and males were killing me. Before they were bloodless but now I can see blood in these dreams. Then recently, it wasn't only other people killing me, it's me killing them and one of the more recent ones, I didn't even have a knife, it was just beating someone to death.
Does anyone have any theories on why the heck I have such dreams?... because I don't though I know for sure its nothing with TV, video games or internet.
Now these dreams are not a problem to me. I wake up, and I'm fine doesn't really effect anything except for those few intense ones. Of course when I'm in those kind of dreams I'm scared to death, really desperate to escape because I think its real but when I wake up I'm mostly fine except if its in the middle of night in which case it takes a long time to go back to sleep. But they do make interesting stories to tell to my friends and family who have some interesting reactions to it lol...
But I really wonder why would I have such dreams? Is it something from my past life, is something enemy entity attacking me through dreams or is it just my brain doing weird things? What could be the reason.
(I have weird dreams in general, some of them are quote chaotic and even have story lines to them. If anyone is interested in hearing about my dreams or would like to talk about dream, I would gladly talk about them or discuss. )
Please don't be alarmed by what I'm going to write here...
But I have re-occurring dreams about killing/being killed with a knife, one time it was a sword and multiple other times it was guns, but most commonly its a large knife that can be found in a kitchen drawer. I can assure you that the reason is not because I'm watching violent things because my parents forbid me from watching horror or violent movies and it's not because of social media because I don't have it.
These dreams stared around age 12 or 13-ish, and are still happening. I don't have them every night, but I think they are a common theme.
Early it it was males that were killing me with knifes and other weapons: random people with blurred out faces, my male family members, sometimes it was people I never met before but I could see their faces clearly. Then at one point both females and males were killing me. Before they were bloodless but now I can see blood in these dreams. Then recently, it wasn't only other people killing me, it's me killing them and one of the more recent ones, I didn't even have a knife, it was just beating someone to death.
Does anyone have any theories on why the heck I have such dreams?... because I don't though I know for sure its nothing with TV, video games or internet.
Now these dreams are not a problem to me. I wake up, and I'm fine doesn't really effect anything except for those few intense ones. Of course when I'm in those kind of dreams I'm scared to death, really desperate to escape because I think its real but when I wake up I'm mostly fine except if its in the middle of night in which case it takes a long time to go back to sleep. But they do make interesting stories to tell to my friends and family who have some interesting reactions to it lol...
But I really wonder why would I have such dreams? Is it something from my past life, is something enemy entity attacking me through dreams or is it just my brain doing weird things? What could be the reason.
(I have weird dreams in general, some of them are quote chaotic and even have story lines to them. If anyone is interested in hearing about my dreams or would like to talk about dream, I would gladly talk about them or discuss. )