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I have been deticated for about a year now. Some things have improved while some stay the same. To give some background, I used to meditate daily, in ultimate goal to improve myself. Never within that time was I contacted by any demons. They say once your stronger, they will contact you. (Guardian Demon in specific) Basically over time I have lost almost all hope. One example of a problem is that I feel as if I can't activiate my third eye anymore. In the past it was one of my better chakras. I used to feel a pressure when activating it. Now that is gone. It just doesn't seem to be working. Basically I need any sort of useful help or guidence. The only responce I have gotten from people in the past is always the same. (Meditate daily and read the website). Sorry, but over time, it just feels like bad memories of Christianity 
 
Wow you give up quickly man, do you really expect to see Demons and the Gods after just a few months? it takes some people YEARS to fully open their third eye and physic points, you have to keep working on it and push through it. 

On Tuesday, March 3, 2015 2:35 PM, "shimizukuraiso@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have been deticated for about a year now. Some things have improved while some stay the same. To give some background, I used to meditate daily, in ultimate goal to improve myself. Never within that time was I contacted by any demons. They say once your stronger, they will contact you. (Guardian Demon in specific) Basically over time I have lost almost all hope. One example of a problem is that I feel as if I can't activiate my third eye anymore. In the past it was one of my better chakras. I used to feel a pressure when activating it. Now that is gone. It just doesn't seem to be working. Basically I need any sort of useful help or guidence. The only responce I have gotten from people in the past is always the same. (Meditate daily and read the website). Sorry, but over time, it just feels like bad memories of Christianity 

 
Actually nobody ever said that you'll get contacted after 1 month of meditating, and I don't even know what types of power meditations you did at all. It's been said it may take years of daily power meditation to get fully astrally open. The goal isn't just plainly meditating, but being able to see auras, see the Gods e.t.c. Yep, this can take years. You said you were dedicated year and it seems you stopped it long ago. So that is exactly why.
Also, I would also like to add that you should stop looking for any external confirmation and just have a playful attitude with power meditations. Don't to seek to find if they work or not, just assume they do. You have first to assume they do and then you'll notice things, not the other way round.
 
Have you asked Satan through ritual for help? If not, I suggest you trying that.
There may be signs there that you aren't seeing either...or feeling. Do you
ever feel unusually warm? Or cold? Etc. If you do and don't acknowledge it,
then they can't help you. For I know my Demon friends are
around when I suddenly feel this warmth... And my senses haven't failed
me yet on this one.


Don't give up. Try meditating on Father Satan's Sigil. That might help too.
Keep the faith. Believe me, Father IS REAL! And so are HIS DEMONS!
Hail Satan!


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On Mon, 3/2/15, shimizukuraiso@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Trouble
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Date: Monday, March 2, 2015, 7:26 PM


 









I have been deticated for about a year
now. Some things have improved while some stay the same. To
give some background, I used to meditate daily, in ultimate
goal to improve myself. Never within that time was I
contacted by any demons. They say once your stronger, they
will contact you. (Guardian Demon in specific) Basically
over time I have lost almost all hope. One example of a
problem is that I feel as if I can't activiate my third
eye anymore. In the past it was one of my better chakras. I
used to feel a pressure when activating it. Now that is
gone. It just doesn't seem to be working. Basically I
need any sort of useful help or guidence. The only responce
I have gotten from people in the past is always the same.
(Meditate daily and read the website). Sorry, but over time,
it just feels like bad memories of Christianity 









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Im haveing trouble with opening my third eye and feeling my aura i cant feel any thing different from when i first started medatation to now anyone got any ideas to help me feel energy when i meditate and feel my aura and help me with my third eye opening plz
 
I'm having trouble trying to figure out if I'm a black jew or a gentile of Father Satan, it feels like the enemy is trying hard to break me down and feel like I'm one of those worthless monsters, it just got me thinking real hard about this situation. But if it was a time to think that I was a jewsus-like character that lied to humanity for so long to be in a race like that and I dedicated myself to Father, I would like the floor to be you all's and I wouldn't feel guilty about it at all, I just so happened to be a jew i.e., not trying to say I am one, but I dedicated myself for myself and to be in the Satanic family with Satan and work for him, and now that I've been meditating everyday for so many years, it's like it's their time to play mind games on me, and my uncle is short maybe like 5'6 or 7 and I remember Maxine saying Jews come in short heights. I'm not sure where short stops not unless you're a dwarf and something like that, but I would like to know, if it's possible I could send a pic of myself to one of the clergy so they can help me verify if I'm with the stinky race or the one that suppose to help this planet evolve race?
 
You are only jewish if you have jewish ancestors. 
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On Fri, May 10, 2019 at 11:46 AM tylerbradley131@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  I'm having trouble trying to figure out if I'm a black jew or a gentile of Father Satan, it feels like the enemy is trying hard to break me down and feel like I'm one of those worthless monsters, it just got me thinking real hard about this situation. But if it was a time to think that I was a jewsus-like character that lied to humanity for so long to be in a race like that and I dedicated myself to Father, I would like the floor to be you all's and I wouldn't feel guilty about it at all, I just so happened to be a jew i.e., not trying to say I am one, but I dedicated myself for myself and to be in the Satanic family with Satan and work for him, and now that I've been meditating everyday for so many years, it's like it's their time to play mind games on me, and my uncle is short maybe like 5'6 or 7 and I remember Maxine saying Jews come in short heights. I'm not sure where short stops not unless you're a dwarf and something like that, but I would like to know, if it's possible I could send a pic of myself to one of the clergy so they can help me verify if I'm with the stinky race or the one that suppose to help this planet evolve race?
#DAB4FAD8-2DD7-40BB-A1B8-4E2AA1F9FDF2
 
Stop it!You obviously are not a Jew.The meditations on Joy of Satan are only for Gentiles,therefore toxic to Jews.HPS Maxine said Jews are short,true but considering the state of this world where racemixing is very common it is unfair to make your decision *only* based on height.Find a pdf in Satan's library called How to identify a Jew.I remember HP Cobra saying "there is slightly to no chance a Jew gets attracted to Satan".I do not remember the name of post though.I have seen many Satanists post their doubts ,I had them at a certain point just do Void meditation 3 times a day until your mind is able to banish such thoughts at will,anytime.
Aura of Protection or Meditation for protection is very important as well.

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On Fri, May 10, 2019 at 11:44, tylerbradley131@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm having trouble trying to figure out if I'm a black jew or a gentile of Father Satan, it feels like the enemy is trying hard to break me down and feel like I'm one of those worthless monsters, it just got me thinking real hard about this situation. But if it was a time to think that I was a jewsus-like character that lied to humanity for so long to be in a race like that and I dedicated myself to Father, I would like the floor to be you all's and I wouldn't feel guilty about it at all, I just so happened to be a jew i.e., not trying to say I am one, but I dedicated myself for myself and to be in the Satanic family with Satan and work for him, and now that I've been meditating everyday for so many years, it's like it's their time to play mind games on me, and my uncle is short maybe like 5'6 or 7 and I remember Maxine saying Jews come in short heights. I'm not sure where short stops not unless you're a dwarf and something like that, but I would like to know, if it's possible I could send a pic of myself to one of the clergy so they can help me verify if I'm with the stinky race or the one that suppose to help this planet evolve race?
 
There are plenty of short people who have no Jewish blood. Height is not always a guarantee.

Relax. I doubt that you're a kike. Your worry about it is proof enough. No gentile being with Satan would be proud to be Jewish. Also, like me, for thinking of being a jew.... I tried to kill myself for Satan and the gentiles. I hated myself. I wanted to be destroyed. My emotions were that strong. I'm using myself as an example to tell you what I mean. I tried to kill myself over 10 times! Satan told me that I'm not Jewish and to stop trying to kill myself. I told Satan that I offer my soul for the betterment of the gentile races, and if I'm jewish I want him, Satan, to have my head.

I despise kikes with all my being. I possess no loyalty toward them. If you feel the same way, you're probably a gentile too.

Hail Satan!
 
Once you say the dedication you are of Satan fuck what your past or family history is it was you are brought back to what Satan made you . Who ever is telling you your not good enough isn't of Satan or anyone who has your interest's at heart and what you need to tell these people , voices ,and the enemy is to fuck off. It don't matter how tall you are fuck that and there i s one thing I know and what I believe is that Satan wants us to be out best and to be strong . So don't believe everything you hear your perfect as you are in Satan.


Hail
Satan
 
Wow. Good to know I'm not alone. I've felt that same fear. Like, what if I'm just a fucking kike? What if I don't deserve to be with our wonderful lord Satan? I think I and maybe some others here just need to believe in ourselves more. Satan must have believed in me for me to come here, so why shouldn't I believe in myself? Keep on keeping on and don't lose hope people.
Hail Satan.
 
I wish people would stop automatically assumming that if people come here they are not jewish. We just had 3 turn out to BE JEWS.

The Enemy orchestrated this as a means to use. They are trying to set it up to where everyone defends them when they say they believe in Satan. This was started by jews, hoping no one knew how to look 10 steps ahead.

I am on to their plan and I will be relentless. Jews fake being of Satan. Look at the fucking church of Satan, full of jews.

Do not trust anyone online. Its not your job to pat everyone on the back and tell them they are not a jew, how the Hell would you know?

Im sure alot of people here would have told that too mister Altar Bread or Soft dick jewish grandmother spawn. If you are Gentile, then you will know, but tell me what is the purpose for us to jump up and down praising youre a gentile when we know nothing of you? Allowing them to run free and rampant.

Grow up people.
 
Being jewish or not doesn't depend on whether one is worrying or how others think. If one is a gentile, he doesn't need to be told he isn't jewish.
It is easy to overcome the feeling of worry and fear as long as they struggle.
Be practical and realistic and seek truth from facts.
 
Try to get answers through meditation instead of worrying or asking what others think. If you are not a Jew, meditate hard and you will know the answer to this question in about a year. Even if you don't get the answer, you'll gain enough strength to resist the feeling of worry.
If this is an enemy attack, the fear will not last long. Keep fighting and don't let your worries get to you. At least they will attack in a different way.?
 
Aldrick, you are 100 percent right. We do not know. Jews do come here and try to win our trust. They deserve to be tortured and slowly without mercy put to death!

I look forward to Israelites burning away both soul and body! I want them destroyed! I'm sick of these fucking monsters! I dont want them to escape or go away... I want them to cease to exist!

I'm working on the final rtr and my Gods it feels great! I feel such warmth inside from my solar plexus. I feel wonderful.

Thank you, Azazel, for the rtr!

Hail Satan!
 
Time comes to us all to be great u just need to keep looking and experiment to see what ur best at because everyone is different
 
What's one way power meditation can be toxic to Jews? Or multiple ways? And one way I can tell I'm not a Jew is by the RTRs, took me a while to realize. But I feel the energies when working on them especially when rocking back and forth, and I feel all my chakras, last time I checked, Jews don't really have all 7 energy centers in their body if I recall, would that make sense, how would you feel something if it's not there? Especially when meditating and feeling these centers @...88
 
Alright, won't worry any longer I have Satan to fight for do RTRs, advancement to take care of and elevate, I won't worry any longer I can do this, just a matter of time when I find out. Whether or not if I'm on the Jedi force, but I feel a great change, I asked Father what I need to do and he told me I need to communicate more and commune with the Satanic family in the groups I will never know or gain knowledge if I don't seek it from good knowledgeable people, instead of being trapped all the time. So i will at least try to be active more in the groups and pick my head ?

Hail Satan!!!
 
The satanic kundalini would burn them and sicken them. A jew can't use satanic energy, just like a gentile can't use jewish energy. Either case is disastrous.

Hail Satan
 
True it always wierds me out when i go to stuff death energy into a jews chakras. Im like wtf where the Hell are your chakras......oh right.
 
Jews are all about playing the victim and gettting sympathy. Im a gentile and I feel really Dedicated to Satan the Dark Lord. I have a jewish father or grandmother. But my soul is gentile. I feel really bad because i dunno why I was born like this to the jews. Sound familar? Its how they whine.

Notice they will call him things like Dark Lord and they wont say im an Aryan its usually Gentile. Why would a white guy say Gentile?

Its never the enemy has convinced of blank but I will serve Lord Satan forever. Its always crodile tears, feel bad for me. Wah.
 
I remember someone who was a Jew a long time ago who tried to chat with me online. He stated something like "I like using black energy cause I am Dark and Evil" then later he admitted it and stated he was a Jew and said something bad about Nazism. The thing is if you are somewhat spiritually aware you can sense their posts and they all sound and feel the same. If you were to talk to them further they might admit rape and murder is cool or brag about how they did it to children for the "dark lord" or whatever. This was years ago so far no one legitimate has ever chatted with me so I havent even bothered with those chat things in a long time. They may or may not claim to be gentile at first but eventually they will admit it. All of the above actually was from a Jews mouth and they have the nerve to think Satan a positive God of light not darkness would accept them. Some of these recent people you can feel are Jews dont fall for it they have no good in them.
 
It's messed up. I've got Jews in my family but that was due to marriage and I'm not blood related to them, thankfully. It didn't take long for her and hers to show her how side. She even has her grown ass son come into where I work. He acts as her mouthpiece and has been hijacking people's birthday parties and such to talk my grandparents into kicking me and mine out.

Since he's walked away empty handed (not getting me fired), I've run into blood Jews all over the place where I work! You can tell; faces and stuff.

I can't even smoke on my break without having to be secret, because we have to smoke outside. If he sees me smoking, hell rat on me to my gm, Even though it's not her business if I'm not smoking on her property.

Recently, he had a kid and it killed me because I had to tell him how cute his kid was so he couldn't make a spurious complaint to my managers about my rude behavior. That alone was killing me on the inside.

So yeah, I'm a very thankful person that I'm not blood related. That doesn't mean being paper related is any easier though.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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