I want to say that writing this to my "friend" is a huge breakthrough in my spiritual work. I feel enormous strength, I don't feel remorse, I don't feel that I will hurt a mentally disturbed person in the end. I myself have a sister in the family diagnosed with Borderline. It's fucking hard - living with such a person. Take from it what you will, my dears.
„I want to believe that you don't feel that way inside; but you come in and blow everything to hell. The worst thing is that it affects you, not me. I'll manage somehow because I DON'T MAKE my existence dependent on another person and that I like someone doesn't mean that I devote my whole life to them because at the end of the day I'm alone with myself and WITH MY thoughts and feelings. Balance in relationships is important. I hear that he's talking nonsense, he's charming, and he wants to be good. Being good in such a case is idiotic for you. Turning the other cheek, trying to understand, I have the impression that it only deepens your agitation. Assuring me that I'm waiting is also unnecessary because you don't believe in it at all. For you it's an attack. I didn't say anything for three days, for you it's the end of the world, a ruination of your life, we didn't reach an agreement, repeated for the 10th time. Turning the other cheek for you is like nursing your disorder. and finally get therapy and stop treating people from the internet like your biggest support and objects that you can play with emotionally and convince people that someone doesn't like you or doesn't love you. Friend or acquaintance ≠ fucking guardian angel. I didn't reply ≠ I don't like you. We have nothing to talk about ≠ you're always hopelessly boring, my life is also fucking boring and I have nothing to talk about. You want attention, but you don't give anything of yourself in the conversation, you don't want to give anything of yourself, you don't say anything, we used to discuss various topics, now I have the impression that you've completely closed yourself off like a post. I'm glad that you don't burden me like you used to, I'm aware of your toxin in the long run and I turn a blind eye to it because I know that it rules you and not you it. As much as possible. If not me, who is mentally strong and can handle it, you will go and find someone whom you will run over like a steamroller with your destructive energy and let them into a wreck. You told me so yourself, what your so-called relationships kept telling you. If you sit all the time and moan about how bad it is and that everyone does not want to have contact with you, you will not take care of yourself properly, no one will do it for u. The pats on the head are over, you cannot count on your parents, but take care of yourself yourself, take it into your own hands. Many people with depression or severe disorders that make them unable to get out of bed finally go to hospitals or to therapy on the National Health Fund, EVEN GROUP. You will not convince me that it is not possible, I will not believe it. Adult life is so shitty that no one will help u if u don't help yourself, no one will do anything by force, unless they incapacitate you or you commit a crime and get a declaration of insanity.
I hit you with a big C but you probably need to sober up. You can't be patted on the head because you'll still allow yourself to blow”
„I want to believe that you don't feel that way inside; but you come in and blow everything to hell. The worst thing is that it affects you, not me. I'll manage somehow because I DON'T MAKE my existence dependent on another person and that I like someone doesn't mean that I devote my whole life to them because at the end of the day I'm alone with myself and WITH MY thoughts and feelings. Balance in relationships is important. I hear that he's talking nonsense, he's charming, and he wants to be good. Being good in such a case is idiotic for you. Turning the other cheek, trying to understand, I have the impression that it only deepens your agitation. Assuring me that I'm waiting is also unnecessary because you don't believe in it at all. For you it's an attack. I didn't say anything for three days, for you it's the end of the world, a ruination of your life, we didn't reach an agreement, repeated for the 10th time. Turning the other cheek for you is like nursing your disorder. and finally get therapy and stop treating people from the internet like your biggest support and objects that you can play with emotionally and convince people that someone doesn't like you or doesn't love you. Friend or acquaintance ≠ fucking guardian angel. I didn't reply ≠ I don't like you. We have nothing to talk about ≠ you're always hopelessly boring, my life is also fucking boring and I have nothing to talk about. You want attention, but you don't give anything of yourself in the conversation, you don't want to give anything of yourself, you don't say anything, we used to discuss various topics, now I have the impression that you've completely closed yourself off like a post. I'm glad that you don't burden me like you used to, I'm aware of your toxin in the long run and I turn a blind eye to it because I know that it rules you and not you it. As much as possible. If not me, who is mentally strong and can handle it, you will go and find someone whom you will run over like a steamroller with your destructive energy and let them into a wreck. You told me so yourself, what your so-called relationships kept telling you. If you sit all the time and moan about how bad it is and that everyone does not want to have contact with you, you will not take care of yourself properly, no one will do it for u. The pats on the head are over, you cannot count on your parents, but take care of yourself yourself, take it into your own hands. Many people with depression or severe disorders that make them unable to get out of bed finally go to hospitals or to therapy on the National Health Fund, EVEN GROUP. You will not convince me that it is not possible, I will not believe it. Adult life is so shitty that no one will help u if u don't help yourself, no one will do anything by force, unless they incapacitate you or you commit a crime and get a declaration of insanity.
I hit you with a big C but you probably need to sober up. You can't be patted on the head because you'll still allow yourself to blow”
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