hi im lisa im 46 and spent all my life fighting the guilt of what i felt about "god" church nor pray ever filled my soul. In the past week ive gone through alot of emotional pain it came out of nowhere that i must follow my path ive repressed my whole life. im going to dedicate my life to our satan tonight. im not scared i feel somewhat elevated. thank you for the knowledge to do so there is so much bullshit on the web. love lisa