Lightbringer07
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- Aug 25, 2021
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Has you can see I have developed a throat problem, more like a sore throat which is originating from my tonsils.
It all started after smoking marijuana 3 weeks ago and the sore throat doesn't seem to go away, I fear that I might have cancer in the throat after so many years of smoking on and off.
I fuked up I had led astray from my path so many times, but now I'm back again and and sober for 3 weeks, I am performing rtr and meditating/yoga.
I'm begging for father Satan to forgive me for going astray from my path so many times. I just realized how much damage drugs/alcohol can have an affect on my body, I talk to Father Satan every night hoping that he will notice me, so that he can help me with my health issue because I wanna live a healthy life so i can fight for the gods and for humanity.
I have an appointment with ent specialist in a couple days, hopefully he can properly diagnose my problem since I still don't know if I might have cancer or not.
If i keep fighting with the rtr rituals will the gods help me? Will Father Satan notice me and help me with my health issue or will he turn his back on me? Wish me luck my brothers and sisters, i promise i will stay strong and fight no matter what happens since this is bigger than me!
It all started after smoking marijuana 3 weeks ago and the sore throat doesn't seem to go away, I fear that I might have cancer in the throat after so many years of smoking on and off.
I fuked up I had led astray from my path so many times, but now I'm back again and and sober for 3 weeks, I am performing rtr and meditating/yoga.
I'm begging for father Satan to forgive me for going astray from my path so many times. I just realized how much damage drugs/alcohol can have an affect on my body, I talk to Father Satan every night hoping that he will notice me, so that he can help me with my health issue because I wanna live a healthy life so i can fight for the gods and for humanity.
I have an appointment with ent specialist in a couple days, hopefully he can properly diagnose my problem since I still don't know if I might have cancer or not.
If i keep fighting with the rtr rituals will the gods help me? Will Father Satan notice me and help me with my health issue or will he turn his back on me? Wish me luck my brothers and sisters, i promise i will stay strong and fight no matter what happens since this is bigger than me!