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The spirit of Competetion?

Bravera

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I spent some time last night thinking about why I spent so much of my life playing competitive video games.

Why did I always aspire to be better than others? To rise to the top, and compete? I am not interested in having others beneath me, but it is necessary so that I cannot be ruled over?

Why is it that I wanted to be a "strategic genius"? I guess I have been fooled into believing that I did not want to be a leader? But, now it is my responsibility to be a leader. I remember how I aspired to be a leader of a nation in a Online video game I played, it was not about being above anyone, but about being in a position to lead my nation to victory.

In the depths of my mind, despite knowing almost nothing about Alexander the Great, I aspire to be accomplish massive successes comparable to his own. I know he had the Gods and his people by his side. But nonetheless he was still the one placed at the forefront? It was a requirement for his great accomplishments that he be a Leader, that he completely dominate his competition.

I hear HP Cobra say that there will be more casualties because of the enemy. I don't particularly blame myself, but I know that I could have done so much more. Today, I desire the strength to completely demolish the enemy, I know this can be obtained with the RTRs, through meditation, advancement, being disciplined to follow through on what the God's guide me to do.

How have you become the ultimate competitor within your own lives, and how can we push further to completely dominate the enemy?
 
Stop the weed for once. Hopefully you have stopped already.

If someone can't control himself how can he lead others?
 
Playing video games is just a waste if total time and energy, as competitive gaming is also quite straining.

It is good to vent off, but not to set great focus on games.

Hang out with friends and associate with people, as this is a human need and also increases your social skills, and also, you get around and live your life.

Meditate, as this will empower your soul, mind and powers, is the essence of our own lifes, as we grow stronger and mire independent.

Hone knowledge, study and learn more stuff. Be it in university, or online, about stuff that are interesting for you, like astrology, spirituality, or physics, science, or even programming, and engineering, a language, history, etc.

Work for Satan and the powers of hell with material and actual work, and also do the Rituals.

Do sports, be competitive there, as this also empowers you, makes you stronger and more attractive, more manly, higher Testosterone levels etc.

Life is competitive. Online games are not needed for that.

Empower yourself more than anything, become stronger, more knowledgeable, wiser, better looking, than other people, find a good partner, create a family in Satan, and keep on moving on the path on empowerment.

This is what our lifes are about.
 
Aquarius said:
Stop the weed for once. Hopefully you have stopped already.

If someone can't control himself how can he lead others?

I will no longer say something and think, it is only words. I will not think, "actions speak louder than words". My willpower, what I will, what I say, this has true power. I am permanently free from any desire to smoke. I have permanently eliminated marijuana from my life.

I promised once before that I would never smoke again, and just because I was not successful then does not make my promise invalid. The promise still stands and now I will follow through and complete the objective.
 
NinRick said:
Playing video games is just a waste if total time and energy, as competitive gaming is also quite straining.

It is good to vent off, but not to set great focus on games.

Hang out with friends and associate with people, as this is a human need and also increases your social skills, and also, you get around and live your life.

Meditate, as this will empower your soul, mind and powers, is the essence of our own lifes, as we grow stronger and mire independent.

Hone knowledge, study and learn more stuff. Be it in university, or online, about stuff that are interesting for you, like astrology, spirituality, or physics, science, or even programming, and engineering, a language, history, etc.

Work for Satan and the powers of hell with material and actual work, and also do the Rituals.

Do sports, be competitive there, as this also empowers you, makes you stronger and more attractive, more manly, higher Testosterone levels etc.

Life is competitive. Online games are not needed for that.

Empower yourself more than anything, become stronger, more knowledgeable, wiser, better looking, than other people, find a good partner, create a family in Satan, and keep on moving on the path on empowerment.

This is what our lifes are about.

Well, I don't think I'll stop playing video games but I'm definitely moving towards Rhythm games. They are much funner, no stress, and much more productive, and I can compete against myself instead of others.

I've spent my whole life around others and finally I have some privacy in my life so I'm kind of choosing to avoid people right now.

I recently began pondering a new concept, how animals wake up everyday, and they move directly towards what they must do. Humans, maybe they are a bit lost, but nonetheless the heart must continue to beat and we must breath and eat. As SS, we must meditate and work towards our advancement.

I absolutely love skateboarding and I am studying to create my own skatebrand and skateshop. As well, I am interested in a career as a wildlife biologist, I hope when the gods return I can work with them to restore the earth.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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