The Miracles of Yoga

[nema]

I might be a little ripetitive but I feel like if i never talk about this i might actually go crazy.

As i stated in previous posts i dedicated years ago but for a lot reasons i started taking this seriously only last summer/autumn.
What i've been doing is mostly opening and freeing the soul. I don't know what i was expecting but nothing like this.. every forgotten human emotion came back home, every single activity has become a spiritual experience. I used to mix an unholy amount of drugs to get inspired to write, now it just pour out, usually with tears of happiness. Depression is gone, insomnia is gone, and i've been that way for a LONG time.. am i dreaming here? Not only that, but me and everyone else here have the support of the Gods, Beings so wonderful i struggled to believe they exist. Honestly how lucky can someone get in life?
Eternal Glory to our God Satya and my beloved Goddess Astarte, Forever until the end of time.

 

[Persephone]

Just this morning I was thinking intensely about myself before the dedication.

It's been almost 3 years and in this time I have grown exponentially.

I had a period of strong depression that lasted for many years and suffocated the real me behind a mask of desperation, anguish, anxiety and discomfort.

I started meditating the month after my dedication, I went through all the negative emotions that I had experienced in the period closest to the dedication, it was devastating. Pain, misunderstanding, desperation had returned. I had realized that to overcome them I had to live them, analyze them and forgive myself.

I am an extremely strict person with myself, I always demand more from myself without considering my limits. I cannot admit to myself that I have limits.

After 3 years I am still fighting with thought forms rooted in me, I know that it really takes a long time, but I am too happy to have come back to life.

If it hadn't been for the Gods, for Andras especially at the beginning, I would not be who I am now!

I am grateful to life for having returned home, that place where my soul has always belonged and will always belong.

I am happy to hear that for you too it is a path of openness, liberation and serenity...

 

[Henu the Great]

Serious blessings to those who take this Path seriously.

 

[Xerath666]

The blessings of this Path are immense.

 

[nema]

Just this morning I was thinking intensely about myself before the dedication.

It's been almost 3 years and in this time I have grown exponentially.

I had a period of strong depression that lasted for many years and suffocated the real me behind a mask of desperation, anguish, anxiety and discomfort.

I started meditating the month after my dedication, I went through all the negative emotions that I had experienced in the period closest to the dedication, it was devastating. Pain, misunderstanding, desperation had returned. I had realized that to overcome them I had to live them, analyze them and forgive myself.

I am an extremely strict person with myself, I always demand more from myself without considering my limits. I cannot admit to myself that I have limits.

After 3 years I am still fighting with thought forms rooted in me, I know that it really takes a long time, but I am too happy to have come back to life.

If it hadn't been for the Gods, for Andras especially at the beginning, I would not be who I am now!

I am grateful to life for having returned home, that place where my soul has always belonged and will always belong.

I am happy to hear that for you too it is a path of openness, liberation and serenity...

The beauty of having these tribulations is that they teach you how to enjoy every moment in life, right? I heard "Once you inhale death, everything else is perfume".. i'm glad you're doing well.

 

[Persephone]

The beauty of having these tribulations is that they teach you how to enjoy every moment in life, right? I heard "Once you inhale death, everything else is perfume".. i'm glad you're doing well.

I have inhaled death many times. Both for mourning in absurd ways around me and for my desire in the darkest moment of my life. The light shone inside me and even if weak it allowed me not to give up.

I have a very strong and proud character and not very submissive, this also allowed me not to let myself fall completely, they had managed to make me forget who I really was!

Thanks to the Gods I am shining again and in every meditation, yoga exercise or qigong I always feel reborn to a new life!

I wish you the best, but if you are under the Gods you will not be able to do anything but grow and always feel better