nema
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I might be a little ripetitive but I feel like if i never talk about this i might actually go crazy.
As i stated in previous posts i dedicated years ago but for a lot reasons i started taking this seriously only last summer/autumn.
What i've been doing is mostly opening and freeing the soul. I don't know what i was expecting but nothing like this.. every forgotten human emotion came back home, every single activity has become a spiritual experience. I used to mix an unholy amount of drugs to get inspired to write, now it just pour out, usually with tears of happiness. Depression is gone, insomnia is gone, and i've been that way for a LONG time.. am i dreaming here? Not only that, but me and everyone else here have the support of the Gods, Beings so wonderful i struggled to believe they exist. Honestly how lucky can someone get in life?
Eternal Glory to our God Satya and my beloved Goddess Astarte, Forever until the end of time.
As i stated in previous posts i dedicated years ago but for a lot reasons i started taking this seriously only last summer/autumn.
What i've been doing is mostly opening and freeing the soul. I don't know what i was expecting but nothing like this.. every forgotten human emotion came back home, every single activity has become a spiritual experience. I used to mix an unholy amount of drugs to get inspired to write, now it just pour out, usually with tears of happiness. Depression is gone, insomnia is gone, and i've been that way for a LONG time.. am i dreaming here? Not only that, but me and everyone else here have the support of the Gods, Beings so wonderful i struggled to believe they exist. Honestly how lucky can someone get in life?
Eternal Glory to our God Satya and my beloved Goddess Astarte, Forever until the end of time.