toadsworthlord
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Hello fellow brothers and sisters!
For the past couple of months I have been taking stimulant medications (specifically Adderall and Dexedrine). I dedicated myself to Satan over 3 years ago, and have always had random bursts of productivity in regards to my spiritual development , but I have always had trouble sticking tons meditation program. After years of failure to accomplish anything in my life, I sought out a psychiatrist to talk to, and I was put on stimulant medications.
Now within the past few weeks or so I have had a strong sense of renewal in my interest of developing my soul. I do believe that the medication is improving my life in the short scope of things, but reading on the joy of Satan website says that I should not be meditating on any psychiatric medication and I AGREE. I feel extremely uncomfortable meditating while I am on the medication, and believe it is going to seriously hinder my spiritual progress.
It is difficult for me to stop taking it because I am only 17 years old, with a difficult school load and a job that keeps me occupied for 14 hours a week. So I would like someone's opinion on what I should do? Obviously i am going to stop taking it as soon as I can, but how much is it hindering my spiritual progress? Can I still meditate effectively if I wait a long time after I take a dose?
Many thanks brothers and sisters!
Hail Satan!
For the past couple of months I have been taking stimulant medications (specifically Adderall and Dexedrine). I dedicated myself to Satan over 3 years ago, and have always had random bursts of productivity in regards to my spiritual development , but I have always had trouble sticking tons meditation program. After years of failure to accomplish anything in my life, I sought out a psychiatrist to talk to, and I was put on stimulant medications.
Now within the past few weeks or so I have had a strong sense of renewal in my interest of developing my soul. I do believe that the medication is improving my life in the short scope of things, but reading on the joy of Satan website says that I should not be meditating on any psychiatric medication and I AGREE. I feel extremely uncomfortable meditating while I am on the medication, and believe it is going to seriously hinder my spiritual progress.
It is difficult for me to stop taking it because I am only 17 years old, with a difficult school load and a job that keeps me occupied for 14 hours a week. So I would like someone's opinion on what I should do? Obviously i am going to stop taking it as soon as I can, but how much is it hindering my spiritual progress? Can I still meditate effectively if I wait a long time after I take a dose?
Many thanks brothers and sisters!
Hail Satan!