Draconi666
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SRK said:I am getting angry. I'm on the fifth day and I still can't do them. Sounds simple, but they are very heavy. AZEZEL's ritual I can't even complete. As I approach the end at the APOLLON vibration, I fall asleep or get tired and feel that I can no longer continue this, that is, about 2 hours of the ritual. Plus this state of discomfort, I'm afraid HE hears me and, as I said before, I'm not ready to meet my gods, not that I would be afraid of them just because I still don't have total control over my mind . Will I ever be able to do them? Why is it so hard for me? I think it should be very easy for me to do them. Or is it like that in the beginning? The vibration of the runes is not so heavy, but when it comes to the vibration of the names ... Here I stop. I know it shouldn't be like that or behave like that, but ...
What stops you is enemy programming and fear, just go with it, at one point you will overcome it, just keep going, that is the key no matter what you just do because this is how you will overcome yourself you will see. You should study more about Gods to be sure about them. Just study them with your heart you will see that they are opposite of what is evil, even Wikipedia says only good and wonderful things about Apollo. In the past I had same problem, know that is the enemy it is programming of the enemy, in time it gone off, but in special occasions I have those confusions still but now it just come and go away at same moment, so now it is fun. But for that reason it finds other ways to interfere my affairs. Just know that this is not forever https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apollo
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Azazel.html