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Dear Brothers & Sisters in FATHER: it has been quit some time since I had posted anything here. I won't get into why, as I don't want this to be a whining session. Although I will state one of my issues to explain my necessity for coming to you on this topic. I'll try to make it quick; I will turn 34 this coming February. Last August I broke my back, becoming paraplegic. I have lost most use of body functions from the waist down. Have given up hope(leaving MOST of the story out) of ever having a 1/2 way decent relationship ever again. I have come (after MUCH contiplation, & study) to the conclusion that most, if not all, of my issues can be taken care of with one working: that of establishing a monogamous love relationship with one of our GOD's! At this point in my life, this is my SOLE purpose (or goal rather) in life; set aside, of course, spiritual advancement and the like. I REALY hope I'm coming across correctly. Anyway, I have read up on all I could find on the topic on the JOS, and am still left with many questions as to how to go about this: it says to find a demon I'm compatible with; in what ways, & how? I must 1st do a ritual to FATHER, a standard ritual, any certain moon phase? It says as well to use masturbation to the point of climax; how necessary is this, is there an alternative, as this isn't an option for me. I'm sure there are more questions, that I just can't think of right now, so if anyone has ANY knowledge/experience on this, will you PLEASE tell me ALL you know, or can think of! This is EXTREMLY important to me- and Is in NO WAY just about sex for me!!! I feel a need to explain in more detail all the ways this will help me; just so you know why & how important this is to me, but at the same time refuse to lay all my issues on you, nor do I feel obligated to justify myself-having said I Do apologize if that sounded rude or anything, so I will just thank you all very much for listening, and for any and all advise you may offer!
Dark Blessings; J-SIN
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!!
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Dark Blessings; J-SIN
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!!
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