What do you achieve by taking strolls around the planet in what you believe is "Astral Projection" only to meet with dubious entities?
Let me tell you that no, you have not been "Astral projecting" in full. You will never see any truth from these habits, and also, what you seem to ignore is that the addictive factor will sooner or later kill you. This is the reality and I am sure you know it.
Therefore, if you want to advance, you have to ditch these things and ignore them as they have never happened.
If you really came in contact with any important entities, by actual spiritual project, they would take you seriously and as a result they would give you important knowledge. But they despise people who destroy themselves in futile attempts of drugging themselves and pretending this is some sort of "Growth factor" or "goal" involved. Walking towards your own death and defiling is not growth or advancement.
Apparently what appears to be our Pagan Gods did: STOP DOING THE NEGATIVE THINGS YOU HAVE BEEN DOING.
Other than that, meditate, and ditch this worthless habit. When you start meditating you will find meaning in your states of mind, and not this mess.
Best of luck.
Let me tell you that no, you have not been "Astral projecting" in full. You will never see any truth from these habits, and also, what you seem to ignore is that the addictive factor will sooner or later kill you. This is the reality and I am sure you know it.
Therefore, if you want to advance, you have to ditch these things and ignore them as they have never happened.
If you really came in contact with any important entities, by actual spiritual project, they would take you seriously and as a result they would give you important knowledge. But they despise people who destroy themselves in futile attempts of drugging themselves and pretending this is some sort of "Growth factor" or "goal" involved. Walking towards your own death and defiling is not growth or advancement.
Apparently what appears to be our Pagan Gods did: STOP DOING THE NEGATIVE THINGS YOU HAVE BEEN DOING.
Other than that, meditate, and ditch this worthless habit. When you start meditating you will find meaning in your states of mind, and not this mess.
Best of luck.