i think i forgot to log in lol. i am 14 and i feel a strong urge to discover more. i feel as if a force is guiding me. i have felt this way since i dedicated my soul and started learning more and meditating. if there are any high priestess's or high priests that would care to guide me through this time it would be very much appreciated. i wish i could communicate with satan. i feel as if he is trying to tell me something, but my chakras arent ready to reveal his messages. i will meditate more. hopefully i can decipher the message. help is appreciated.