If you've only been working on the foundations and you think something is
hindering you then maybe you should work on your aura of protection and even do
a banishing ritual. Before i meditate or go to sleep, i imagine my whole room
engulfed in blue flames and work on my aura of protection (Imagine white gold
light coming from all sides of your body and into the center on inhale then,
expand and affirm something along the lines "My aura is very powerful and it
always protects me in every way".
Other than that i find your case pretty strange...only thing that pops to mind
is implants (astral/physical). I've read in some forums of people who had
visitations (gray/reptillian attacks but didn't know it) and woke up with weird
pains and deterred abilities or closed chakras. Person in question, said they
destroyed it somehow (either flame or some energy form). I think you'd have to
be pretty open to feel one of those though. Then the question is are you such a
danger that they would do that to prevent your progress (ie: are you one of the
targeted/chosen who has past lifetimes of service with Satan and could become
extremely dangerous to them?) Like HP Maxine said Father Satan has sent people
into the reincarnation loop to help out on earth that were originally in Duat
(if i remember that correctly). Another possibility, maybe some drug or vaccine
you've taken lately. That's just a thing i've been researching though. I'm not
sure what to believe on it.
Hail Satan!
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Sent: Mon, May 30, 2011 12:38:32 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] somethings gone really wrong
ok i was progressing really well quite independantly from satan about 6 months
ago proably more, although i didnt open any charkas i was getting pretty great
at trancing feeling energy and void, pretty much the foundation stuff and i was
always very very good at getting into a trance i could do it on my first try and
never failed into getting in one but one day for no reason i can see i couldnt
get into a trance and energy exercises were like 10x harder, i shook it off as
nothing the next day same thing and the day arfter that so i went looking for
help and the advice i got was give it a rest so i did and still nothing, at this
point i was wondering if i was a kike and satan stopped my progression so i
tried and at first nothing but arfter another attempt i prayed to myself no
big ritual or anything and i felt more energy then ever it litteraly felt like
something was wrapping me it was not soothing or scary just very intense and
then a few seconds later a trance howver arfter that one time i have never been
able to trance again not with satans help just zilch, so im now trying to go
with my charkas and it almost seems like im doing everything right its just like
im being stopped or greatly hindered so thats not working out, by the way ive
had no amount of stress what could of possibly done this please help
AVE SATANAS
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