something is serouisly wrong with me please help

[flamefrower]

ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

 

[jordan Baker]

I had the same problem, i was angry depressed and im usually a happy person I was having a really hard time meditating too. I found out that the enemy had connnected energy links to my heart and sacral chakras once these were removed i am now my normal self. I encourage you to also check your chakras. To me they look like kinda clear tubes. Break them and burn then with satanic blue fire. Hope this helps.
Hail Satan and the True Gods

------Original Message------
From: flamefrower <flamefrower@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:35:24 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help

ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what



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Quit asking for help and help yourself. Theres a vast resource of energy around us and youre asking someone to do for you that you can do yourself while at the same time showing high doubts that hes there for you. Grow up and do shit for yourself and stop whineing.
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[John Forsythe]

Most likely you are experiencing a self fulfilling mindset coupled with a lack of focus. Sometimes when we are new spending a long time on one exercisedespite limited results is not only discouraging but can be otherwise extremely difficult. I suggest trying some other exercises, basic visualisation exercises and the like and run with something you do well or better at before revisiting the weaker areas. Play your strengths to start with.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "flamefrower" <flamefrower@... wrote:

ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

 

[b D]

i have the same problem cas  some infiltrators blocked my chakra. :/ try to do breathe exercises on ur chakra this may help idk.http://www.666blacksun.com/Open_Blocked ... html&nbsp; i found its better to cut the links with an astral knife for me it wasnt easy at all to use the fire to cut them.but anyways
try this if u use fire http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/severing_th ... aghie.html

To: [email protected]
From: baker.jordan85@...
Date: Thu, 21 Apr 2011 16:25:16 +0000
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help

  I had the same problem, i was angry depressed and im usually a happy person I was having a really hard time meditating too. I found out that the enemy had connnected energy links to my heart and sacral chakras once these were removed i am now my normal self. I encourage you to also check your chakras. To me they look like kinda clear tubes. Break them and burn then with satanic blue fire. Hope this helps.
Hail Satan and the True Gods

------Original Message------
From: flamefrower <flamefrower@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:35:24 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help

ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

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[Samael Pesaint]

Dear iounothng.

I am very disappointed. Your attitude towards a fellow satanist in trouble is nothing near acceptable. Here in this community we exist to share experiences and information in a creative, logical and constructive way. I'm very sure that you are in no position of calling yourself as a experienced satanists with that kind of uncontrolled and negative thoughts towards your OWN COMMUNITY.

I hereby suggests your account to be permanently IP banned from this community.


-Samael

2011/4/21 <iounothng@...

  Quit asking for help and help yourself. Theres a vast resource of energy around us and youre asking someone to do for you that you can do yourself while at the same time showing high doubts that hes there for you. Grow up and do shit for yourself and stop whineing.
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Sent from my Virgin Mobile.



---------- Edelleenlähetetty viesti ----------
From: "flamefrower" <flamefrower@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:35:24 -0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help
  ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

 

[Samael Pesaint]

Dear flamefrower.

Have no fear, that is a important key into satanism. It seems to me of your writing style and symptoms you describe that you have a condition of excess energy building up. You need to relax on energy buildup for a while and focus on assembling the energy in beneficial colours into the right chakras. Do void meditations as often as you can and you condition will normalize in a month. Keep in mind to retain the balance between different kinds of meditations. Listen to your feelings, watch how your mind works and reacts.

Father Satan sent you warm thougths to comfort you, but your physical condition within a few months is still a very minor issue to Father Satan since you are in no real danger. You'll be fine.

Yours, Samael


2011/4/21 <iounothng@...

  Quit asking for help and help yourself. Theres a vast resource of energy around us and youre asking someone to do for you that you can do yourself while at the same time showing high doubts that hes there for you. Grow up and do shit for yourself and stop whineing.
-----
Sent from my Virgin Mobile.



---------- Edelleenlähetetty viesti ----------
From: "flamefrower" <flamefrower@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:35:24 -0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help
  ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

 

[Logan Derrick]

<td val[/IMG]I like that response a bit better personally.

--- On Sat, 4/23/11, Samael Pesaint <tanikanranta@... wrote:

From: Samael Pesaint <tanikanranta@...
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, April 23, 2011, 2:53 PM

  Dear flamefrower.

Have no fear, that is a important key into satanism. It seems to me of your writing style and symptoms you describe that you have a condition of excess energy building up. You need to relax on energy buildup for a while and focus on assembling the energy in beneficial colours into the right chakras. Do void meditations as often as you can and you condition will normalize in a month. Keep in mind to retain the balance between different kinds of meditations. Listen to your feelings, watch how your mind works and reacts.

Father Satan sent you warm thougths to comfort you, but your physical condition within a few months is still a very minor issue to Father Satan since you are in no real danger. You'll be fine.

Yours, Samael


2011/4/21 <iounothng@...

  Quit asking for help and help yourself. Theres a vast resource of energy around us and youre asking someone to do for you that you can do yourself while at the same time showing high doubts that hes there for you. Grow up and do shit for yourself and stop whineing.
-----
Sent from my Virgin Mobile.



---------- Edelleenlähetetty viesti ----------
From: "flamefrower" <flamefrower@...
To: [[email protected]][email protected][/email]
Date: Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:35:24 -0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help
  ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what

[/TD]

 

[Aymyn]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Logan Derrick <tim_tim_logan@... wrote:

I like that response a bit better personally.

--- On Sat, 4/23/11, Samael Pesaint <tanikanranta@... wrote:


From: Samael Pesaint <tanikanranta@...
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, April 23, 2011, 2:53 PM


 



Dear flamefrower.

Have no fear, that is a important key into satanism. It seems to me of your writing style and symptoms you describe that you have a condition of excess energy building up. You need to relax on energy buildup for a while and focus on assembling the energy in beneficial colours into the right chakras. Do void meditations as often as you can and you condition will normalize in a month. Keep in mind to retain the balance between different kinds of meditations. Listen to your feelings, watch how your mind works and reacts.

Father Satan sent you warm thougths to comfort you, but your physical condition within a few months is still a very minor issue to Father Satan since you are in no real danger. You'll be fine.

Yours, Samael



2011/4/21 <iounothng@...


 



Quit asking for help and help yourself. Theres a vast resource of energy around us and youre asking someone to do for you that you can do yourself while at the same time showing high doubts that hes there for you. Grow up and do shit for yourself and stop whineing.
-----
Sent from my Virgin Mobile.




---------- Edelleenlähetetty viesti ----------
From: "flamefrower" <flamefrower@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:35:24 -0000
Subject: [JoS4adults] something is serouisly wrong with me please help

 

ok at first i thought it was just something spiritual but recently its manifesting with me physicaly, ok the problem is for the last 2 weeks i cant do any meditations ANY breathing trance charka work i mean i could do them all easily before i was making real progress and now ive just stopped and whats really worrying me is slightly arfter i couldnt do meditations anymore i cant get to sleep either and ive been getting really angry a little while ago i prayed to satan to help me get into a trance one more time so i know he hasnt forsaken me or something and i felt a blanket of energy and shortly arfter i was in a trance but scince then nothing i have no idea whats causing this im perfectly healthy nothing but this is stressing me is it the enemy or what



hmmm flamefrower very interesting i'm a doctor and i've had people having the same problems. have you been having abit of anxiety, slight depression.

leave a replie i'm not always on but i'll check it every now and then
p.s:trance's are really hard to do when you have something on your mind most often you have to resolve the issue.