Hi,
I am getting closer to dedicating and, as usual, I have a few questions. And as usual, the questions are not at all meant to be disrespectful - just honest.
Last week, there was a Bible study in my house. I cannot express how nasty and dirty I felt, and I got the distinct impression they were basking in the energy of ignorance and loving it. I lit my blue candle and meditated, asking Satan to somehow reveal himself or help me in some way.
Over the next three days things started happening. I had contacted a Xian who used to be involved in the occult to get his side of the story; he's going to be meeting with me this weekend (I'm assuming he was involved in the occult without Satan's blessing or help, which sounds sort of like fucking a stranger with no protection)... I was shown a video describing the gods which I instinctively knew to be accurate... and then I met a Mason. Energy is moving, and I am positive that SOMETHING has responded to my request for help.
What I need is perspective on how to interpret all of this.
First, I've heard a lot of Xian conspiracy theories about the Masons going hand in hand with Satanism - which really I don't believe because the Bohemian Club and the Cremation of Care look a lot like the "sacrifice complex" of neo-Pagan/RHP religions (putting your cares/sins on something else and then killing it). But I have noticed that the upside-down pentagram and the Baphomet are part of Masonry, and I'm wondering how much and where the cross-over is. Also, I was considering becoming a Mason myself... so my question is, can I be a friend to Satan and also a Mason? Are the two mutually exclusive?
Second, and this is the most important - please do not be offended - but how do we know Satan will be victorious? I understand Satan and his followers were defeated long ago because they were out-numbered; so what is the reason for putting our confidence in Him now? Psychological warfare and slavery from the Enemy certainly has a bigger grip on the sheep-humans' souls than Satan does. I'm just saying, if Satan lost before and the Enemy keeps getting all this energy from humans, couldn't Satan lose again? I'm aware that question probably sounds incredibly disrespectful, but like I said, I'm just seeking the truth... and I'm pretty sure that the "Enemy" is exactly that: the enemy (and that Satan, not JHVH, is on our side).
Lastly, is there a way to psychologically/spiritually attack the energy in my house? I know this might sound stupid, but the more my mom persecutes (yes, persecutes) me for not being a Xian, the more I feel terrible for her. I want her to be freed from her ignorance and I cannot feel the slightest bit of anger toward her - only at the "holy spirit" of ignorance that's literally taking over this house. I need to help them. I've discussed my reasons for not believing in the Bible (history of the sun-God myth, as in Zeitgeist) - but they blame Satan for their beliefs not making any sense! It's intolerable. If anybody can tell me of a way to chip away at their hard-nosed ignorance, I'd really appreciate it.
I am getting closer to dedicating and, as usual, I have a few questions. And as usual, the questions are not at all meant to be disrespectful - just honest.
Last week, there was a Bible study in my house. I cannot express how nasty and dirty I felt, and I got the distinct impression they were basking in the energy of ignorance and loving it. I lit my blue candle and meditated, asking Satan to somehow reveal himself or help me in some way.
Over the next three days things started happening. I had contacted a Xian who used to be involved in the occult to get his side of the story; he's going to be meeting with me this weekend (I'm assuming he was involved in the occult without Satan's blessing or help, which sounds sort of like fucking a stranger with no protection)... I was shown a video describing the gods which I instinctively knew to be accurate... and then I met a Mason. Energy is moving, and I am positive that SOMETHING has responded to my request for help.
What I need is perspective on how to interpret all of this.
First, I've heard a lot of Xian conspiracy theories about the Masons going hand in hand with Satanism - which really I don't believe because the Bohemian Club and the Cremation of Care look a lot like the "sacrifice complex" of neo-Pagan/RHP religions (putting your cares/sins on something else and then killing it). But I have noticed that the upside-down pentagram and the Baphomet are part of Masonry, and I'm wondering how much and where the cross-over is. Also, I was considering becoming a Mason myself... so my question is, can I be a friend to Satan and also a Mason? Are the two mutually exclusive?
Second, and this is the most important - please do not be offended - but how do we know Satan will be victorious? I understand Satan and his followers were defeated long ago because they were out-numbered; so what is the reason for putting our confidence in Him now? Psychological warfare and slavery from the Enemy certainly has a bigger grip on the sheep-humans' souls than Satan does. I'm just saying, if Satan lost before and the Enemy keeps getting all this energy from humans, couldn't Satan lose again? I'm aware that question probably sounds incredibly disrespectful, but like I said, I'm just seeking the truth... and I'm pretty sure that the "Enemy" is exactly that: the enemy (and that Satan, not JHVH, is on our side).
Lastly, is there a way to psychologically/spiritually attack the energy in my house? I know this might sound stupid, but the more my mom persecutes (yes, persecutes) me for not being a Xian, the more I feel terrible for her. I want her to be freed from her ignorance and I cannot feel the slightest bit of anger toward her - only at the "holy spirit" of ignorance that's literally taking over this house. I need to help them. I've discussed my reasons for not believing in the Bible (history of the sun-God myth, as in Zeitgeist) - but they blame Satan for their beliefs not making any sense! It's intolerable. If anybody can tell me of a way to chip away at their hard-nosed ignorance, I'd really appreciate it.