Lilac
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Today I wanted to write a post sharing on something recently I've stumbled upon that I believe can help everyone here. Before I begin, I want to mention a little about myself as a precursor and share my own experiences on how this has helped me.
I have been a dedicated Spiritual Satanist for many years now, there where times when I would come and go from the forums, and come and go from meditating. There were times when I couldn't bring myself to meditate or do rituals at all and there were other times when my entire life was devoted to Satan and doing whatever I could for him. Suffice to say, throughout these years I have made a lot of mistakes, learning along the way, but, one thing I could never understand was why I stopped meditating, until now that is.
Within the human mind we have our consciousness and our subconsciousness, now, for the sake of explanation we can separate these two by a wall.
On the side of consciousness we have light
On the side of unconsciousness we have darkness
Between both the subconscious and the conscious there is a door
There are three types of darkness, darkness which is presented as a result of control of light and darkness which is presented as an absence of light, and finally, a mixture of both
Now, that I have laid out the necessary information I will begin explaining what a shadow of the mind is.
Within each of us we have something we call a personality, this holds our desires, our agendas, our wants and needs, and our dreams. Through the loss of spiritual knowledge, namely astrology, many people grow up in a world not knowing who they truly are, not understanding the essence of their being, and instead, merely being led along by what others tell them is okay and what isn't.
Imagine the personality like a puzzle, with each and every single aspect being a puzzle piece. What do you think would happen when one rejects one aspect of their personality due to some reason(trauma, brainwashing, manipulation, etc.)? What will happen is this person will try to discard this puzzle piece.
When a person rejects a part of their personality, it gets thrown into the unconsciousness, and as a result, disappears from our consciousness and makes us unaware of it. This puzzle piece(aspect of our personality) is no longer apart of the whole personality and instead becomes autonomous and acts on its own, having its own desires, its own agendas, its own wants and needs, and its own dreams.
What do you think will happen when the core personality(the consciousness) works towards a goal which goes against the fragment personality(the puzzle piece in the unconscious)? Well, obviously the fragment is going to say fuck that shit and prevent you from achieving that goal.
To give you an example of how this would work, let's say, you're a person who's been hurt by relationships and people so many times that you come to not desire social interaction, or rather, that you prevent yourself from interacting with others, being a hermit, however you're in a situation where you share a house with roommates but the first thing you do when you save up enough money is get your own place and avoid people.
Well, anytime you get money you'll find yourself spending it, or wasting it, or let's say you have successfully saved money to get your own place but whenever the opportunity arrives you create excuses or you do illogical things which when looking back on make no sense to you, I mean, your desire in this hypothetical scenario is to be alone and avoid people so then why do you keep sabotaging yourself from achieving that goal?
The answer is your shadow. See, in this scenario, you have been hurt by people so much that you have thrown away the part of you which desires social interaction, you have renounced your desire to be amongst people, however, that desire isn't truly gone, but, it exists within your unconsciousness autonomously and sabotages you from doing things which conflict with its desires.
With the above scenario only involving one shadow, you can imagine how much self-sabotage and how much influence multiple shadows have on an individual, and, considering the worlds most popular "religion" x-ianity brainwashes people from birth and pushes all kinds of anti-life and anti-human ideals in them and pushes them to reject massive amounts of their personality and what makes them who they are, you can imagine how many shadows such individuals have.
Some of you may not understand how dangerous this can be, see, shadows do not just stop one from doing things which directly go against their desires but anything which can, for instance, meditation, rituals, work, eating healthy, exercise, avoiding porn, avoiding drugs, etc.
The reason is not because those things necessarily go against what the shadows want but instead because of your thought process, if you want to become spiritually powerful to avoid x thing but x thing is something one of your shadows desire then you will be stopped from meditating. Or, if you want to become financially successful or write a book to do y thing but y thing is something your shadow doesn't want, well, your shadow will prevent you from doing that thing.
If you've come this far reading, you may be wondering how you can "get rid" of these shadows in your unconsciousness. However, you can't get rid of them, in fact, if you remember, these shadows are missing puzzle pieces of your personality, parts of yourself that you rejected, If you go into this process thinking "how to get rid of these shadows" then you will fail, remember, these shadows are autonomous and have their own desires, they can hear your thoughts as they exist within your subconscious, THEY ARE APART OF YOU.
There are three ways which I have found to overcome the shadows of your mind.
1. Force your consciousness to become stronger than them and ignore their please, one needs only to look at David Goggins to see this in action, now, this path is destructive, harmful, and is ultimately anti-life and anti-human, as, instead of solving the issue which was caused by throwing away parts of your personality, you force them even further into the darkness, hurting yourself and preventing yourself from becoming whole, preventing yourself from understanding who you truly are, preventing yourself from every having a kundilini ascension as part of the ascension is "accepting yourself" and in order to accept yourself one must first understand themselves.
2. Accept your Shadows, listen to their pleas and re-integrate them into your personality, remember, these shadows are parts of you, they are parts of your personality which you have rejected and by accepting them you will become whole, in fact, becoming whole and accepting yourself, accepting these shadows as parts of your desire and who you are, is one of the most beautiful and liberating feelings in the world, truly, it's a beautiful feeling which I can't describe as anything other than being "at peace" and "being whole" as there're no words to describe it.
The process of accepting your shadows isn't difficult at all, however it's a slow and gradual process which comes with learning about yourself. One way to do this is astrology, however, you shouldn't rely on astrology alone as, throughout your spiritual advancement you change as an individual and become different person than your astrology, I would recommend palmistry as one hand shows your birth(natal chart) and another hand shows who you are currently, palmistry and astrology combined(as to understand the missing parts which don't show on your palms) is definitely what I'd recommend, there is also physiognomy which could(perhaps?) combine with astrology to show the missing aspects but I'm not experienced or knowledgeable enough on this subject to say if it could or couldn't.
links for Palmistry and Astrology
Do note that you don't "need" astrology, palmistry, or physiognomy to understand your shadows, as long as you open your heart, and listen to them, you can come to understand who you are and what parts of yourself your missing. The best way to approach this is with compassion and love, as, these are apart of you, these "shadows" are not evil, they aren't trying to hurt you, they are you, and just want to be heard, they just want to be understood, and, you need to understand them, because, without them, without these puzzle piece, you become a puzzle which is not whole, you become vulnerable and easy to break, you become weak.
3. Explore your subconsciousness through the use of meditation.
Remember how I said there are three type of darkness? There is darkness which is control of light, absence of light, and a mixture of both, now, we Spiritual Satanist seek the first kind, darkness which comes from control of light. Within the subconscious it is dark, now, this darkness comes from absence of light, however, through the use of meditation, as we become more and more advance, we can open that door which separate the subconscious and conscious and make the darkness one which comes from control of light, a darkness which we can shed at any time. However, as one must remember, in the same way there are levels to consciousness, there are levels to the subconscious. Shadows which you reject as a result of intense trauma will be deeper and harder to reveal than shadows which resulted as minor trauma.
As one advances, we can shed light into our subconscious, at first, it will be darkness absence of light, then a mixture of darkness caused by absence of light and control of light, but, as you advance more and more, in the same way a light bulb with more power is brighter than a light bulb with less power, you will become able to see more things hidden in the darkness. Eventually, the subconscious will no longer be a mixture but instead will be darkness caused by control of light.
The key to exploring the subconscious is spiritual advancement, to have a brighter soul, only through this can you explore the furthest reaches of your mind.
For those of you who are stumbling on this post and curious how to begin exploring the subconscious mind, you can do so through a deep trance, here's a link.
One last thing,
When going into it, whether you choose to go route 2, 3, or your own, always remember, your shadows are not evil, your shadows are you, they are pieces of you which due to some reason, whether this be religious indoctrination, trauma, bad experiences, manipulation, admiration, or something else, your shadows are part of your personality and you can't destroy them, the only thing you can do is accept them and become whole.
Oh, and if I wasn't clear enough, don't follow David Goggins path, I've tried this and it's ultimately self-destructive as I said, it's not a way to deal with things, you're really only going to continue to damage yourself and you end up hurting yourself more and more.
I hope this information is helpful to you,
Hail Satan Forever!
I have been a dedicated Spiritual Satanist for many years now, there where times when I would come and go from the forums, and come and go from meditating. There were times when I couldn't bring myself to meditate or do rituals at all and there were other times when my entire life was devoted to Satan and doing whatever I could for him. Suffice to say, throughout these years I have made a lot of mistakes, learning along the way, but, one thing I could never understand was why I stopped meditating, until now that is.
Within the human mind we have our consciousness and our subconsciousness, now, for the sake of explanation we can separate these two by a wall.
On the side of consciousness we have light
On the side of unconsciousness we have darkness
Between both the subconscious and the conscious there is a door
There are three types of darkness, darkness which is presented as a result of control of light and darkness which is presented as an absence of light, and finally, a mixture of both
Now, that I have laid out the necessary information I will begin explaining what a shadow of the mind is.
Within each of us we have something we call a personality, this holds our desires, our agendas, our wants and needs, and our dreams. Through the loss of spiritual knowledge, namely astrology, many people grow up in a world not knowing who they truly are, not understanding the essence of their being, and instead, merely being led along by what others tell them is okay and what isn't.
Imagine the personality like a puzzle, with each and every single aspect being a puzzle piece. What do you think would happen when one rejects one aspect of their personality due to some reason(trauma, brainwashing, manipulation, etc.)? What will happen is this person will try to discard this puzzle piece.
When a person rejects a part of their personality, it gets thrown into the unconsciousness, and as a result, disappears from our consciousness and makes us unaware of it. This puzzle piece(aspect of our personality) is no longer apart of the whole personality and instead becomes autonomous and acts on its own, having its own desires, its own agendas, its own wants and needs, and its own dreams.
What do you think will happen when the core personality(the consciousness) works towards a goal which goes against the fragment personality(the puzzle piece in the unconscious)? Well, obviously the fragment is going to say fuck that shit and prevent you from achieving that goal.
To give you an example of how this would work, let's say, you're a person who's been hurt by relationships and people so many times that you come to not desire social interaction, or rather, that you prevent yourself from interacting with others, being a hermit, however you're in a situation where you share a house with roommates but the first thing you do when you save up enough money is get your own place and avoid people.
Well, anytime you get money you'll find yourself spending it, or wasting it, or let's say you have successfully saved money to get your own place but whenever the opportunity arrives you create excuses or you do illogical things which when looking back on make no sense to you, I mean, your desire in this hypothetical scenario is to be alone and avoid people so then why do you keep sabotaging yourself from achieving that goal?
The answer is your shadow. See, in this scenario, you have been hurt by people so much that you have thrown away the part of you which desires social interaction, you have renounced your desire to be amongst people, however, that desire isn't truly gone, but, it exists within your unconsciousness autonomously and sabotages you from doing things which conflict with its desires.
With the above scenario only involving one shadow, you can imagine how much self-sabotage and how much influence multiple shadows have on an individual, and, considering the worlds most popular "religion" x-ianity brainwashes people from birth and pushes all kinds of anti-life and anti-human ideals in them and pushes them to reject massive amounts of their personality and what makes them who they are, you can imagine how many shadows such individuals have.
Some of you may not understand how dangerous this can be, see, shadows do not just stop one from doing things which directly go against their desires but anything which can, for instance, meditation, rituals, work, eating healthy, exercise, avoiding porn, avoiding drugs, etc.
The reason is not because those things necessarily go against what the shadows want but instead because of your thought process, if you want to become spiritually powerful to avoid x thing but x thing is something one of your shadows desire then you will be stopped from meditating. Or, if you want to become financially successful or write a book to do y thing but y thing is something your shadow doesn't want, well, your shadow will prevent you from doing that thing.
If you've come this far reading, you may be wondering how you can "get rid" of these shadows in your unconsciousness. However, you can't get rid of them, in fact, if you remember, these shadows are missing puzzle pieces of your personality, parts of yourself that you rejected, If you go into this process thinking "how to get rid of these shadows" then you will fail, remember, these shadows are autonomous and have their own desires, they can hear your thoughts as they exist within your subconscious, THEY ARE APART OF YOU.
There are three ways which I have found to overcome the shadows of your mind.
1. Force your consciousness to become stronger than them and ignore their please, one needs only to look at David Goggins to see this in action, now, this path is destructive, harmful, and is ultimately anti-life and anti-human, as, instead of solving the issue which was caused by throwing away parts of your personality, you force them even further into the darkness, hurting yourself and preventing yourself from becoming whole, preventing yourself from understanding who you truly are, preventing yourself from every having a kundilini ascension as part of the ascension is "accepting yourself" and in order to accept yourself one must first understand themselves.
2. Accept your Shadows, listen to their pleas and re-integrate them into your personality, remember, these shadows are parts of you, they are parts of your personality which you have rejected and by accepting them you will become whole, in fact, becoming whole and accepting yourself, accepting these shadows as parts of your desire and who you are, is one of the most beautiful and liberating feelings in the world, truly, it's a beautiful feeling which I can't describe as anything other than being "at peace" and "being whole" as there're no words to describe it.
The process of accepting your shadows isn't difficult at all, however it's a slow and gradual process which comes with learning about yourself. One way to do this is astrology, however, you shouldn't rely on astrology alone as, throughout your spiritual advancement you change as an individual and become different person than your astrology, I would recommend palmistry as one hand shows your birth(natal chart) and another hand shows who you are currently, palmistry and astrology combined(as to understand the missing parts which don't show on your palms) is definitely what I'd recommend, there is also physiognomy which could(perhaps?) combine with astrology to show the missing aspects but I'm not experienced or knowledgeable enough on this subject to say if it could or couldn't.
links for Palmistry and Astrology
Do note that you don't "need" astrology, palmistry, or physiognomy to understand your shadows, as long as you open your heart, and listen to them, you can come to understand who you are and what parts of yourself your missing. The best way to approach this is with compassion and love, as, these are apart of you, these "shadows" are not evil, they aren't trying to hurt you, they are you, and just want to be heard, they just want to be understood, and, you need to understand them, because, without them, without these puzzle piece, you become a puzzle which is not whole, you become vulnerable and easy to break, you become weak.
3. Explore your subconsciousness through the use of meditation.
Remember how I said there are three type of darkness? There is darkness which is control of light, absence of light, and a mixture of both, now, we Spiritual Satanist seek the first kind, darkness which comes from control of light. Within the subconscious it is dark, now, this darkness comes from absence of light, however, through the use of meditation, as we become more and more advance, we can open that door which separate the subconscious and conscious and make the darkness one which comes from control of light, a darkness which we can shed at any time. However, as one must remember, in the same way there are levels to consciousness, there are levels to the subconscious. Shadows which you reject as a result of intense trauma will be deeper and harder to reveal than shadows which resulted as minor trauma.
As one advances, we can shed light into our subconscious, at first, it will be darkness absence of light, then a mixture of darkness caused by absence of light and control of light, but, as you advance more and more, in the same way a light bulb with more power is brighter than a light bulb with less power, you will become able to see more things hidden in the darkness. Eventually, the subconscious will no longer be a mixture but instead will be darkness caused by control of light.
The key to exploring the subconscious is spiritual advancement, to have a brighter soul, only through this can you explore the furthest reaches of your mind.
For those of you who are stumbling on this post and curious how to begin exploring the subconscious mind, you can do so through a deep trance, here's a link.
One last thing,
When going into it, whether you choose to go route 2, 3, or your own, always remember, your shadows are not evil, your shadows are you, they are pieces of you which due to some reason, whether this be religious indoctrination, trauma, bad experiences, manipulation, admiration, or something else, your shadows are part of your personality and you can't destroy them, the only thing you can do is accept them and become whole.
Oh, and if I wasn't clear enough, don't follow David Goggins path, I've tried this and it's ultimately self-destructive as I said, it's not a way to deal with things, you're really only going to continue to damage yourself and you end up hurting yourself more and more.
I hope this information is helpful to you,
Hail Satan Forever!
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