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None of us is perfect. Everyone on this earth has his/her personal flaws. No
one is an exception. Any good interrogator or psychiatrist knows to keep
searching until a weak aspect of the personality is hit upon to make the
subject crack.
My point here is too many people are down on themselves. I have studied
extensively concerning the mind and such, especially since coming to
Satanism. Satanism is a religion of advancing the mind and soul into the
godhead. Few people have any idea as to just how open to suggestion the
average human mind is. This is especially true in the early years of life
when the mind and soul are being formed and imprinted upon. This sets the
foundation for the rest of the entire life. That old saying, "Tomorrow is
the first day of the rest of your life" is a crock of shit.
Everything we do or do not do will create the foundation for success or
failure in our future. This is not to say one cannot change, what I am
saying here is everything we experience and do in our earlier years
establishes a foundation for better or worse.
Oftentimes, a child's early years are filled with plenty of putdowns and
insults that sink deep into the mind and soul and establish a foundation of
self-hatred. This runs deep. I have read some messages in the Teens for
Satan e-group where a few kids experienced unwanted thoughts of blasphemy
towards Satan during a dedication or ritual. These thoughts are repressed
negative emotions resulting from low self-esteem and repressed self-hatred.
The mind at some point or points in the life was programmed to create
self-sabotage. Why the thoughts? Because those thoughts act to hurt and
destroy the one who is having them.
As children, we often hear "You're stupid!" "You'll never amount to a
fucking thing!" "You're worthless, ugly," etc. Many are blamed for their
parents having to get married. This was much more common of old. This sort
of thing goes on and on and on and into adulthood. Another is body image.
Few have a perfect body and those who do, ageing will change all of that. in
addition, the jews work overtime in the fashion industry to encourage
anorexia nervosa and sterility in bearing children. Unless - for women, one
is about 5"4; weighs around 100 lbs, wears size 6 shoes, finding clothes can
be a problem. I have seen enough of this shit. At one time, I had perfect
weight, as I worked out roughly 30 hours a week or more. I did this because
I loved it. I have had to wear men's clothing and shoes for most of my life,
as much of the clothing designed for women does not fit properly. This shit
is intentional. The clothing made for women in many stores is totally
unreasonable. Yet, I have seen many women put themselves down because they
cannot fit the image put forth by the jewish controlled fashion industry. I
could go on with this much further, but this is not a sermon about women's
fashion.
My entire point here is each and every one of us should be the best we can
be. For those with low self-esteem, finding something you are very good at
(yes, there IS something, and more than likely more things) and working at
it. Everyone has a talent in a certain area.
Those who are serious about magickal practice MUST rid themselves of low
self-esteem. The mind has been programmed to completely fuck you. THIS MUST
BE UNDONE!! Take healing for example, when there are nagging hang-ups, then
the issue of whether you DESERVE to be healed will come up. Same thing with
black magick as well. Do your enemies DESERVE to be punished? When you have
subconscious hatred of yourself, the subconscious mind, and energy, which
are neutral act accordingly to they way they have been programmed. When
one's mind and soul have been impressed upon to hurt him/herself, they act
accordingly. Oftentimes one is not even aware of this and is bewildered as
to why there are horrid unwanted thoughts that intrude and cause pain.
The good news is each and every one of you with low self-esteem can
REPROGRAM your mind and soul with contrary positive affirmations. Don't
expect miracles overnight, but this must be consistent and long lasting
until all of the negative thought patterns and forms are completely gone.
Just saying in your mind "I love myself" "I accept myself" 'I want and
deserve the best for myself in every way that will bring happiness and joy
into my life" - affirm this in your mind whenever negative thoughts or
doubts creep in. Affirm it to yourself several times a day. Some people
complain their magick isn't working or the results are not what they truly
desire on a conscious level. Opening the mind and soul to power is breaking
down walls. You can't master steps for and five for example if you haven't
yet gotten past step one.
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one is an exception. Any good interrogator or psychiatrist knows to keep
searching until a weak aspect of the personality is hit upon to make the
subject crack.
My point here is too many people are down on themselves. I have studied
extensively concerning the mind and such, especially since coming to
Satanism. Satanism is a religion of advancing the mind and soul into the
godhead. Few people have any idea as to just how open to suggestion the
average human mind is. This is especially true in the early years of life
when the mind and soul are being formed and imprinted upon. This sets the
foundation for the rest of the entire life. That old saying, "Tomorrow is
the first day of the rest of your life" is a crock of shit.
Everything we do or do not do will create the foundation for success or
failure in our future. This is not to say one cannot change, what I am
saying here is everything we experience and do in our earlier years
establishes a foundation for better or worse.
Oftentimes, a child's early years are filled with plenty of putdowns and
insults that sink deep into the mind and soul and establish a foundation of
self-hatred. This runs deep. I have read some messages in the Teens for
Satan e-group where a few kids experienced unwanted thoughts of blasphemy
towards Satan during a dedication or ritual. These thoughts are repressed
negative emotions resulting from low self-esteem and repressed self-hatred.
The mind at some point or points in the life was programmed to create
self-sabotage. Why the thoughts? Because those thoughts act to hurt and
destroy the one who is having them.
As children, we often hear "You're stupid!" "You'll never amount to a
fucking thing!" "You're worthless, ugly," etc. Many are blamed for their
parents having to get married. This was much more common of old. This sort
of thing goes on and on and on and into adulthood. Another is body image.
Few have a perfect body and those who do, ageing will change all of that. in
addition, the jews work overtime in the fashion industry to encourage
anorexia nervosa and sterility in bearing children. Unless - for women, one
is about 5"4; weighs around 100 lbs, wears size 6 shoes, finding clothes can
be a problem. I have seen enough of this shit. At one time, I had perfect
weight, as I worked out roughly 30 hours a week or more. I did this because
I loved it. I have had to wear men's clothing and shoes for most of my life,
as much of the clothing designed for women does not fit properly. This shit
is intentional. The clothing made for women in many stores is totally
unreasonable. Yet, I have seen many women put themselves down because they
cannot fit the image put forth by the jewish controlled fashion industry. I
could go on with this much further, but this is not a sermon about women's
fashion.
My entire point here is each and every one of us should be the best we can
be. For those with low self-esteem, finding something you are very good at
(yes, there IS something, and more than likely more things) and working at
it. Everyone has a talent in a certain area.
Those who are serious about magickal practice MUST rid themselves of low
self-esteem. The mind has been programmed to completely fuck you. THIS MUST
BE UNDONE!! Take healing for example, when there are nagging hang-ups, then
the issue of whether you DESERVE to be healed will come up. Same thing with
black magick as well. Do your enemies DESERVE to be punished? When you have
subconscious hatred of yourself, the subconscious mind, and energy, which
are neutral act accordingly to they way they have been programmed. When
one's mind and soul have been impressed upon to hurt him/herself, they act
accordingly. Oftentimes one is not even aware of this and is bewildered as
to why there are horrid unwanted thoughts that intrude and cause pain.
The good news is each and every one of you with low self-esteem can
REPROGRAM your mind and soul with contrary positive affirmations. Don't
expect miracles overnight, but this must be consistent and long lasting
until all of the negative thought patterns and forms are completely gone.
Just saying in your mind "I love myself" "I accept myself" 'I want and
deserve the best for myself in every way that will bring happiness and joy
into my life" - affirm this in your mind whenever negative thoughts or
doubts creep in. Affirm it to yourself several times a day. Some people
complain their magick isn't working or the results are not what they truly
desire on a conscious level. Opening the mind and soul to power is breaking
down walls. You can't master steps for and five for example if you haven't
yet gotten past step one.
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