Hello.
First of all I wanted to say that I was viewing my chart at the end of last year and I noted that in my solar return chart for this year I had the possibility of going insane due to few planets, so that is why I am creating this post.
Now, to the second of all.
Lately I've been feeling like I am being under constant surveillance (spiritually wise) from the enemy and the horrible energy seems to be emitting from the dining room that is across from my room.
I feel like every time I step foot there I feel like my aura is receiving hits that I sort of feel, but my aura nullifies the worst attacks. I feel safer in my room, maybe because I meditate in it constantly, I have no idea.
The other thing I constantly feel is like I am being provoked or laughed at or whatever the feeling is like and I keep "seeing" some shadowy and grey like blobs here and there and when I look away it looks like I am looking at a grey from the corner of my eye standing at the dining room exit and my room doorway.
I also wanted to mention that I just did a banishing ritual at the dining room and the energy IMMEDIATELY dissipated and went away, yet I feel like that energy is still somewhere in the distance.
So I am just seeking some form of confirmation that I am indeed sensing the enemy there or if this is all in my head and I am going nuts...
If I am indeed going nuts, does anyone have any suggestions how I can nullify or at least subside these planetary negative transits?
I have cut down a few of the meditations due to burning myself heavily and it seems to help, but still..
I really hope I am not going insane..
Regardless, thanks.
HAIL SATAN!
First of all I wanted to say that I was viewing my chart at the end of last year and I noted that in my solar return chart for this year I had the possibility of going insane due to few planets, so that is why I am creating this post.
Now, to the second of all.
Lately I've been feeling like I am being under constant surveillance (spiritually wise) from the enemy and the horrible energy seems to be emitting from the dining room that is across from my room.
I feel like every time I step foot there I feel like my aura is receiving hits that I sort of feel, but my aura nullifies the worst attacks. I feel safer in my room, maybe because I meditate in it constantly, I have no idea.
The other thing I constantly feel is like I am being provoked or laughed at or whatever the feeling is like and I keep "seeing" some shadowy and grey like blobs here and there and when I look away it looks like I am looking at a grey from the corner of my eye standing at the dining room exit and my room doorway.
I also wanted to mention that I just did a banishing ritual at the dining room and the energy IMMEDIATELY dissipated and went away, yet I feel like that energy is still somewhere in the distance.
So I am just seeking some form of confirmation that I am indeed sensing the enemy there or if this is all in my head and I am going nuts...
If I am indeed going nuts, does anyone have any suggestions how I can nullify or at least subside these planetary negative transits?
I have cut down a few of the meditations due to burning myself heavily and it seems to help, but still..
I really hope I am not going insane..
Regardless, thanks.
HAIL SATAN!