Diego Leon
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my interests on satanism began to spark when i was 15.......ever since then i felt at ease knowing i could count on father satan as my ruler and savior. though i lack the commitment.....day in and day out i look deep inside myself trying to figure whats really inside of me that keeps me from actually embracing our father....still i find nothing...not even a clue....i grow impatient and frustrated of this life...i know my actions are what cause the reactions though the belief in our father satan in me grows dim....soon i predict to belive in nothing and that is an opposing direction to be taken against our father...i shall not do that i will not oppose him i know he is with me at all times....testing me...my strength...my will to go on... what am i suppose to do.......what can i do what should i do.........???