I'm wondering, when it comes to astral sight/hearing, how do you tell the difference between thoughts of your own, and those of actual messages? I have basic questions for this reason: I dedicated back In 2007. I have stuck to meditation programs, attacked the enemy, for the longest. After years, I lost motivation, I stopped meditation and fell off. I have just now gotten back on track after being pulled back out of nowhere really. The reason I fell off is this, I never got an answer. After so long of meditation daily, I asked satan to give a sign I was heard and connected. Nothing. I pleaded for anything any sign I was heard. Nothing. I wanted this because I wanted to establish a relationship so I can learn. I'm asking for advice. After so much service, why can I never get an answer? Regardless, I'm here, and always will be for hell and for you all. Now, still with no answer, I'm starting back meditation and the rtr. Whatever the reason, I'm sure there's a reason. I just wish I knew why after so much dedication, 14 years worth, I still to this day have had no experience with or answer from father. I've overlooked something, can anyone help me out with this? " I forever exist to do his work"