evilpleasure
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Hello friends. I just found this forum and I absolutely love it. I would like to share an experience I had 2 years ago, thankfully I wrote it down in my diary. I've been a lover of Satan for many years...
This was wrotten on May 17, 6am :
"Some days ago I had a dream about Satan. He lusted after me. He wanted to marry me. He wanted me to sacrifice my sister and a random baby, I don't know what I chose. The next days I spoke to him, the majestic entity himself.I can't recall being rude but he literally choked me and I couldn't breathe in my bed. Then the next days, I'm not lying but I saw black shadows, like "hallucinations". I see them rarely now because I think Satan forgave me. Earlier today in my bed I almost swallowed my tongue. Does he want me dead? What kind of sadistic, bloody love. The most feared entity may be the one. I hope he shows me more of his unconditional love."
I do remember a dream during that time where I literally felt raped and when I woke up, I felt strong pain in my lower female area for some minutes. Does anyone have an idea what happened to me? :twisted:
This was wrotten on May 17, 6am :
"Some days ago I had a dream about Satan. He lusted after me. He wanted to marry me. He wanted me to sacrifice my sister and a random baby, I don't know what I chose. The next days I spoke to him, the majestic entity himself.I can't recall being rude but he literally choked me and I couldn't breathe in my bed. Then the next days, I'm not lying but I saw black shadows, like "hallucinations". I see them rarely now because I think Satan forgave me. Earlier today in my bed I almost swallowed my tongue. Does he want me dead? What kind of sadistic, bloody love. The most feared entity may be the one. I hope he shows me more of his unconditional love."
I do remember a dream during that time where I literally felt raped and when I woke up, I felt strong pain in my lower female area for some minutes. Does anyone have an idea what happened to me? :twisted: