I have been a satanist for nearly 2 years. (on and off admittedly, because i have a tendancy to lose hope ad get depressed fairly easily. But i'm very dedicated and have vowed that i will never go back to being without Satan again, it is an emptiness that is unparallel.) I have yet to come into any direct contact with Satan or the Demons. I have never attempted to formally contact them, but will they ever come to me on their own? I've never performed a ritual either, mainly because i lack the materials and the privacy to do so, any suggestions?