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Hello to all of you ,SS and a big salute for the HP's.. I was minding about some methods I use to invoke a certain type of energy using runes...now, as this year was very difficult for me , and full of doubt because of many attacks , much of them while having to do with sex and arousal , stupidly going into in a relationship with a wikan girl and so on... anyway terrible experience , hit many times critical points...for this reason I've lost control over my subconscious and enemy made their line in ...anyway Satan however did not let me down, and now I must do whatever is necessary to regain credit in front of Him and many of the Gods. ...in an attempt to understand what should I do to have some energy in my soul so to get up from ground zero,I asked help from Astaroth just to give me an advice , a direction....She led me to the Sowilo rune , and many of my gut felling told me just to concentrate on it , without risking to tie with enemy crap (as visualizing light alone snaps my mind in enemy crap related images), like just visualizing the rune over me or inside of me glowing with blue color (actually even felling the form)...in time I got to other colors too (like red, green and gold ) when enemy starts fucking with my mind for example , red alternated blue makes the deal , red for defense blue for attack. now I use the same technique with other runes locating them in the place i need them most or are related for (mannaz in my head ,nauthiz in my root , also moving them around where there's the need) ...The big question now...I know I should vibrate them but rarely got the occasion so in many cases I whisper them (still living at home with my parents, and actually the only place I feel relatively safe from attacks in comparison with the outside as the little town I live in is full of xtian clouds) is this my energy or the energies of Hell that I'm using ? employing the runes means grabbing energy from an outside source ? or just better canalizing my own? I also like visualizing a lot the pentagram of Satan , and also other symbols derived ...like a pentagram with the "SS" inside of it and so on.. I ask for excuse in advance for any text incomprehension , and thank you for your time and answers, they'll be took in high regards.