Revenge and meditations, please help

[Ruby]

First, I guess I messed up again... in the middle of ritual, when I failed to meditate (I felt really unsafe and uneasy to close my eyes, and i could not do it with eyes open. I wanted to be more alert, idk why) I started crying again... but I feel better now overall, like more experience than guilt and I don't feel like apologizing or guilty.
I guess the feeling uneasy was because I felt like I'm being watched, and that was because people around me believed in al-jinn/genie and this is deep rooted inside me, and the thing i saw when I was 10 is not making it better, I remember that day like it was yesterday, me and my friends were playing some game that we pretended we are adventurers in our yard, and when i was alone for a moment, under a tree, I saw a pale, very thin figure in black robe, holding a wand. I dont know what that was. I ran away. It was scary. And I never saw it again.
All during the ritual, I felt a gaze, from all directions.

Second, how to get rid of a song while doing void meditation? It's bothering! One gone and other come after one! It is really bothering!

And third, there are some few students (4 students) they bothered me mentally so much, they mock me and throw sarcastic and rude comments at me, and one of them hit me once and shouts on me alot, they all mock me if i try to ask a question in class, can I do revenge ritual and manifest that they get kicked out of our school? Our school is a school that only some people get accepted in with a exam, and students get kicked out and be transferred to normal school if they don't meet some requirements. I want them out, I wanted to know will it have some kind of karma for me?

Thank you for answering me patiently.

 

[Ruby]

Please help. I've seen in website that karma is not real, but will I, in any way, get any harm, if I do revenge ritual?

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Unfortunately I can't answer you precisely because I'm busy for a moment; but I would still like to help you clarify some points:

people around me believed in al-jinn/genie and this is deep rooted inside me

Try to allow the truth to eradicate the remnants of lies with which they have indoctrinated your mind, knowledge will set you free, you will no longer be deceived if you choose to focus on the truth and no longer on Islamic slander:

SATAN - ΣΑΤΑΝΑΣ

I saw a pale, very thin figure in black robe, holding a wand. I dont know what that was

The Gods do not have a threatening appearance and do not transmit negative energy to Satanists (unlike Judeo/Christian/Islamic entities):

The Pantheon of Hell

And third, there are some few students (4 students) they bothered me mentally so much, they mock me and throw sarcastic and rude comments at me, and one of them hit me once and shouts on me alot, they all mock me

Try to program your aura to avoid being abused: Satanists should not be abused:

Fighting Back

The Aura

can I do revenge ritual and manifest that they get kicked out of our school?

Act in accordance with ethics. I don't know your situation. Evaluate what is best to do. However, if you are just starting out, I advise you not to perform black magic right away as it could be very difficult at the beginning:

Satanic Ethics