Hi... i'm writing to ask your opinion... i'm 27 years old and never had sex. This is sad, and i'm trying hard to change it.
I've had so much bad luck in my life that it's frustrating.
I'm sharing two examples to understand:
About a year ago, I was with a girl that wanted to have sex with me... and then her dad has a heart attack (didn't die)... and (obviously) she had to be with him and take care of him... after this she had other problems and she couldn't be with me.
Recently i was dating a girl... she liked me (i could feel it)... and according to her friends she was always easy (no disrespect)... but with me she wanted to go slow cause she really liked me... I was happy to wait cause i liked her too... but then she decided that she had to leave abroad for her studies. So after deciding this... she couldn't be in a relationship that wouldn't have a future. I respected that... but i was disappointed for myself.
It's not fair...
I'm beautiful, smart and charming (according to girls)... but it never worked out. Many girls like me but i'm not always interested. But when i start caring about a girl... every time something weird happens and everything is ruined. EVERY TIME!!!
This is really frustrating for me... this is one of the reasons i was dedicated to Father... to seek guidance about this.
What i'm worried about is that... i have the feeling that Astaroth (which gives me guidance from time to time) is jealous and destroys my relationships. I'm not sure if i'm thinking right but i'm really disappointed with my life in this aspect. I've also read that Astaroth doesn't share her own... and i don't know if this is true.
I knew that with the help and guidance of Father Satan i could achieve anything... but i'm feeling cursed in this aspect and i don't know what to do. I've tried enough and i'm comparing myself with my friends that have successful relationships and i think it's unfair cause they don't try at all. I don't know what to think.
Sorry for the long post... but i had to share this...
what do you think? any advice?
I've had so much bad luck in my life that it's frustrating.
I'm sharing two examples to understand:
About a year ago, I was with a girl that wanted to have sex with me... and then her dad has a heart attack (didn't die)... and (obviously) she had to be with him and take care of him... after this she had other problems and she couldn't be with me.
Recently i was dating a girl... she liked me (i could feel it)... and according to her friends she was always easy (no disrespect)... but with me she wanted to go slow cause she really liked me... I was happy to wait cause i liked her too... but then she decided that she had to leave abroad for her studies. So after deciding this... she couldn't be in a relationship that wouldn't have a future. I respected that... but i was disappointed for myself.
It's not fair...
I'm beautiful, smart and charming (according to girls)... but it never worked out. Many girls like me but i'm not always interested. But when i start caring about a girl... every time something weird happens and everything is ruined. EVERY TIME!!!
This is really frustrating for me... this is one of the reasons i was dedicated to Father... to seek guidance about this.
What i'm worried about is that... i have the feeling that Astaroth (which gives me guidance from time to time) is jealous and destroys my relationships. I'm not sure if i'm thinking right but i'm really disappointed with my life in this aspect. I've also read that Astaroth doesn't share her own... and i don't know if this is true.
I knew that with the help and guidance of Father Satan i could achieve anything... but i'm feeling cursed in this aspect and i don't know what to do. I've tried enough and i'm comparing myself with my friends that have successful relationships and i think it's unfair cause they don't try at all. I don't know what to think.
Sorry for the long post... but i had to share this...
what do you think? any advice?