Let me tell you a part of my life.
I hade the same experience like you, I was 22 years old, obligated by my mother to follow the jehova's witness, not aloud to go out, fall in love not even inside the religion because she always said, you have no condition to sustain a family and wile you stay under my roof, you'll do as I command, after so much stress, I decided, look for a job till I found one as pizza delivery boy at night time, the same day I was to start to work, I talk to my parents that I'm leaving home and the religion for good, they threaten me saying that if I leave I'm not more their son and for them I'm dead, so my reply was "in that case I have no parents to worry, good bye". I move to a friends house (from the institute) for a month until I got my first salary and hire a room, life wasn't easy, I only eat ones a day, at night at the pizza restaurant, after some time I started taking part time Jobs during the day wile studying and working at night, I didn't contact, not even missed my parents for a year when a came across my father on the road and he said that he was sorry for what he said and till now we are OK.
You better make up your mind, Satan will be with you always.
Hail Satan