Questioning...

[codyfunkster]

So, I'm just going to give a little background about myself... My
name's Cody, I'm currently a junior in high school, and I've been a
christian all my life. Over the past few months, I've just been
thinking that it's not right... One of my friends has been showing me
some stuff that has to do with deep meditation, and controlling the
flow of energy, and just stuff like that, but hasn't really gone into
much other detail about what he believes in or anything beyond really
meditation and the flow of energy. So, a couple weeks ago I came
across joyofsatan.com, and started looking through the pages, and I'm
not quite sure what to think. I live in a very christian home, with
parents who would never accept any change in religion, and I have
grown very close to a lot of friends at my church, but I'm just not
sure it's all right, and I'm wanting more, just not convinced yet...
Basically, I've read through practically everything on the website, I
know satanism isn't about evil or breaking the law or mass murdering
or any of that stuff, I just am not sure about making the change quite
yet. I was wondering if anyone else was in my situation, and had any
advice on going down the right path. Any help would be greatly
appreciated, as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and have
yet to find the correct answer, and I'm hoping that this might be it.

 

[[email protected]]

Sweetie, dont rush yourself. I took a break off satanism because i was
going thru a rough time, i was not abandoned, i was welcomed back with
open arms. i found myself again and im ok now.
I think you should just keep reading, and keep thinking. make sure its
what you really want. and know that if you do decide to become a
satanist you will be welcomed with open arms
-Alex

Ave Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "codyfunkster" <codyfunkster@...
wrote:

So, I'm just going to give a little background about myself... My
name's Cody, I'm currently a junior in high school, and I've been a
christian all my life. Over the past few months, I've just been
thinking that it's not right... One of my friends has been showing me
some stuff that has to do with deep meditation, and controlling the
flow of energy, and just stuff like that, but hasn't really gone into
much other detail about what he believes in or anything beyond really
meditation and the flow of energy. So, a couple weeks ago I came
across joyofsatan.com, and started looking through the pages, and I'm
not quite sure what to think. I live in a very christian home, with
parents who would never accept any change in religion, and I have
grown very close to a lot of friends at my church, but I'm just not
sure it's all right, and I'm wanting more, just not convinced yet...
Basically, I've read through practically everything on the website, I
know satanism isn't about evil or breaking the law or mass murdering
or any of that stuff, I just am not sure about making the change quite
yet. I was wondering if anyone else was in my situation, and had any
advice on going down the right path. Any help would be greatly
appreciated, as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and have
yet to find the correct answer, and I'm hoping that this might be it.

 

[nightfoxx666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "codyfunkster" <codyfunkster@...
wrote:

So, I'm just going to give a little background about myself... My
name's Cody, I'm currently a junior in high school, and I've been a
christian all my life. Over the past few months, I've just been
thinking that it's not right... One of my friends has been showing me
some stuff that has to do with deep meditation, and controlling the
flow of energy, and just stuff like that, but hasn't really gone into
much other detail about what he believes in or anything beyond really
meditation and the flow of energy. So, a couple weeks ago I came
across joyofsatan.com, and started looking through the pages, and I'm
not quite sure what to think. I live in a very christian home, with
parents who would never accept any change in religion, and I have
grown very close to a lot of friends at my church, but I'm just not
sure it's all right, and I'm wanting more, just not convinced yet...
Basically, I've read through practically everything on the website, I
know satanism isn't about evil or breaking the law or mass murdering
or any of that stuff, I just am not sure about making the change quite
yet. I was wondering if anyone else was in my situation, and had any
advice on going down the right path. Any help would be greatly
appreciated, as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and have
yet to find the correct answer, and I'm hoping that this might be it.

Just try to do some meditations for awhile and you will be convinced
You will find everything going alot better etc.

 

[darkfuzzy7]

I was in the same position and still somewhat am. My parents are
Christians too and they'd kill me (not literally) if they found out
that I am a Satanist.
Ever since I dedicated i've seen positive changes in my life. Idk how,
but something has let me know problems in my life that I have to
change. I have changed a lot and I am very greatful!

Trust me, once you go down this path you will not be dissapointed.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "codyfunkster" <codyfunkster@...
wrote:

So, I'm just going to give a little background about myself... My
name's Cody, I'm currently a junior in high school, and I've been a
christian all my life. Over the past few months, I've just been
thinking that it's not right... One of my friends has been showing me
some stuff that has to do with deep meditation, and controlling the
flow of energy, and just stuff like that, but hasn't really gone into
much other detail about what he believes in or anything beyond really
meditation and the flow of energy. So, a couple weeks ago I came
across joyofsatan.com, and started looking through the pages, and I'm
not quite sure what to think. I live in a very christian home, with
parents who would never accept any change in religion, and I have
grown very close to a lot of friends at my church, but I'm just not
sure it's all right, and I'm wanting more, just not convinced yet...
Basically, I've read through practically everything on the website, I
know satanism isn't about evil or breaking the law or mass murdering
or any of that stuff, I just am not sure about making the change quite
yet. I was wondering if anyone else was in my situation, and had any
advice on going down the right path. Any help would be greatly
appreciated, as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and have
yet to find the correct answer, and I'm hoping that this might be it.

 

[Matt H]

my family is christians too i just keep all of it too my self. i am
in the same position you are in. --- In
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darkfuzzy7" <svendepino@... wrote:

I was in the same position and still somewhat am. My parents are
Christians too and they'd kill me (not literally) if they found out
that I am a Satanist.
Ever since I dedicated i've seen positive changes in my life. Idk

how,

but something has let me know problems in my life that I have to
change. I have changed a lot and I am very greatful!

Trust me, once you go down this path you will not be dissapointed.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "codyfunkster" <codyfunkster@
wrote:

So, I'm just going to give a little background about myself... My
name's Cody, I'm currently a junior in high school, and I've been

a

christian all my life. Over the past few months, I've just been
thinking that it's not right... One of my friends has been

showing me

some stuff that has to do with deep meditation, and controlling

the

flow of energy, and just stuff like that, but hasn't really gone

into

much other detail about what he believes in or anything beyond

really

meditation and the flow of energy. So, a couple weeks ago I came
across joyofsatan.com, and started looking through the pages, and

I'm

not quite sure what to think. I live in a very christian home,

with

parents who would never accept any change in religion, and I have
grown very close to a lot of friends at my church, but I'm just

not

sure it's all right, and I'm wanting more, just not convinced

yet...

Basically, I've read through practically everything on the

website, I

know satanism isn't about evil or breaking the law or mass

murdering

or any of that stuff, I just am not sure about making the change

quite

yet. I was wondering if anyone else was in my situation, and had

any

advice on going down the right path. Any help would be greatly
appreciated, as I'm going through a very hard time in my life and

have

yet to find the correct answer, and I'm hoping that this might be

it.