AskSatanOperator
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How do I find a love partner if I'm always acting paranoid when meeting people? I don't trust anyone, even if they say they are purely of my race. It's the same with talking to people, I can't relax all the time and I'm constantly tense. I asked my Guardian Demon and Satan to help me with this. But alas, we parted ways with the person who came from Them. Even though this person was involved in spiritual practices like we were, it didn't end up being as successful due to distance and financial problems. I am constantly being "attracted" to people with all kinds of problems. Whether it's addictions, psychological trauma from past relationships, that sort of thing. Due to my foolishness (I was still at the beginning of my journey at the time) I got in touch with my enemies (a person who was severely deceived by xianity). When I realized my mistake a few months later, I started doing aura protection and FRTR. But I am still worried that Satan is upset at me, even though I am aware that he understands that I was extremely stupid at the time (Please note, I was in no way falling for the various tricks of that person and absolutely always faithful to Satan and the Gods, just my desire to insanely find a relationship led me to this unfortunate result). At the time of my mistake, unfortunately, we had physical contact (not direct, but in the form of kisses and blowjobs from her). I am very regretful about that moment in my life, and I am very worried about it.