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I absolutely agree that you have no idea of the consequences of your actions or the principle of Magic. Not only can you
potentially harm yourself, but you can also
worsen your Karma, make such a mess that your Guardian will have to clean up your
shit later.
By tying your psyche to solving problems through Violence, you doom yourself to a series of unfortunate consequences —
for your character, for your soul, for future relationships. But forgiveness isn't the answer either.
There is a
perfect way. To do neither. But do what is unknown, what is definitely right, what is excluded from normal behavior, what should be thought about before choosing something.
Never resort to violence, there is always the possibility of using
Light and Righteous sources of influence.
Masters of Black Magic are never guided by impulsiveness in actions. They do not go on the basis of emotions. To restore Justice is not the same as killing someone, destroying someone, etc. Often destructive actions yield very little, if anything at all. Getting used to being an indomitable vigilante killer will eventually backfire on you. In all legends, the Gods primarily destroy and punish those who persist in their vices and Ignorance, those who cannot otherwise be educated. Assimilating Wrath keeps it in the Soul for a long time.
Black Magic is meant to restore Justice to dangerous things, it is not meant to be used on decent beings or anything like that. Justice exists, but not by your measure, your measure is off, measuring in error, and that needs to be taken into account, not taken to extremes to upset the Balance. Measure is dynamic and encompasses all times, all things around, and the brighter the Mind the more correct the measurement, it is not absolute, especially in relation to the current worlds limited incarnations. Choose the third Path — it teaches you to choose the Reasonable, the Ethical. This Knowledge can be given by the Gods:
Satanic Ethics.
If you naively believe that the violent approach is the only right one, you are being manipulated. You need to evolve through
Power Meditations, freeing yourself from Enemy Influence. It is
Abomination,
Wickedness, what comes from our Enemy. It is inherent in him, not in Satanists.
The purpose of this Wickedness is to pervert and suppress the will, it poisons and imposes unhealthy tendencies.
What you have described is the
strategy of the Jews, they retransmit the energy of suffering for the realization of their plan, the effect of their sorcery is based on the mentioned principle, but, for example, in
reverse rituals the effect dissipates, returning them their own curses, which will exterminate them. With advancement in Meditations you come to know the world as it is.