Question #4690: Intrusive disrespectful thoughts

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello Brothers and Sisters. I know that similar questions have already been asked, I looked for them and their replies. I still decide to send this because I feel this is still a serious problem for me to handle. I experience unwanted and intrusive thoughts that are offensive towards our Gods, and it makes me feel angry, frustrated, sad and ashamed. It makes spiritual work very hard, because I'm afraid of keep experiencing this and offending the Gods. I'm afraid of praying and trying to talk one on one to Them, because what if it happens during? I always say that I'm extremely sorry and that those thoughts are not mine when they happen, and I know that They understand but it's still hard. I just experienced one earlier which was very bad while I was reading a page about Lady Astarte and a horrible word popped in my head and it left me so speechless that I almost wanted to cry and all I could react with was just repeating "please forgive me" over and over in my head because of how ashamed and guilty I felt for it. I understand it's the enemy attacks. I understand that I do fear offending the Gods and the enemy preys on it. I understand this, but it's so hard to not feel responsible for it when it happens in MY head. I also know one of the solutions is to keep practicing Void Meditation, which admittedly I'm still not very good at. And I also do Aura Cleaning and Protection everyday of course. What else can I do to bring this under control? And most importantly... how do I deal with it while it's still happening? I feel like I'm embarrassing myself in front of the Gods when I feel so guilty and cry for forgiveness for thoughts that I know are NOT mine, but at the same time I can't just ignore them or think they're not offensive. Thank you in advance for the help. Please I really need it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Hello Brothers and Sisters. I know that similar questions have already been asked, I looked for them and their replies. I still decide to send this because I feel this is still a serious problem for me to handle. I experience unwanted and intrusive thoughts that are offensive towards our Gods, and it makes me feel angry, frustrated, sad and ashamed. It makes spiritual work very hard, because I'm afraid of keep experiencing this and offending the Gods. I'm afraid of praying and trying to talk one on one to Them, because what if it happens during? I always say that I'm extremely sorry and that those thoughts are not mine when they happen, and I know that They understand but it's still hard. I just experienced one earlier which was very bad while I was reading a page about Lady Astarte and a horrible word popped in my head and it left me so speechless that I almost wanted to cry and all I could react with was just repeating "please forgive me" over and over in my head because of how ashamed and guilty I felt for it. I understand it's the enemy attacks. I understand that I do fear offending the Gods and the enemy preys on it. I understand this, but it's so hard to not feel responsible for it when it happens in MY head. I also know one of the solutions is to keep practicing Void Meditation, which admittedly I'm still not very good at. And I also do Aura Cleaning and Protection everyday of course. What else can I do to bring this under control? And most importantly... how do I deal with it while it's still happening? I feel like I'm embarrassing myself in front of the Gods when I feel so guilty and cry for forgiveness for thoughts that I know are NOT mine, but at the same time I can't just ignore them or think they're not offensive. Thank you in advance for the help. Please I really need it.

I've had this before and it is not a big deal in the sense that it is just an errant thought. By nature, some people have more active or aggressive thoughts, but as you yourself know this is not reflective of the entirety of your feelings. It is better to relax and not freak out; instead focus on the area where that is thought coming and remind affirm it is decreasing in a positive manner.

The Gods are not offended by this because they can see where it is coming from. Furthermore, if you meditate on their sigil and get closer to them, this can build up a perception in your mind that helps you remember they are not offended, which can begin to relax this guilt cycle. Even if you say a negative thought towards their sigil, just pause and ignore it, and they will see that you are making an effort to improve. No need to beg or cry, as this is a continuation of panic and feeling of lack of control.

 

[Amar.Utu.k]

Greetings.

Where you perceive thoughts is similar to where your spirit resides.

You need to raise your vibrations, keep them high for complete transformation, you will ascend to where the real radiance of the Gods exists and not just the shadows of self-deception of the general mass of people.

You are not born ascended, ignorance is aggravating and you need to fight it, through the service of Truth, service to the Gods and your diligence towards your soul will lead to where there is harmony and power.

You have to realign the intention, the core of your soul by practice.

I would like to mention that an open pineal gland and crown chakra is extremely helpful in connecting with Demons, a true and pure telepathic connection, you will be filled with the light of Lucifer.

Do these meditations: https://joyofsatan.org/Serpent_Meditation_II.html ; https://satanslibrary.org/666BlackSun/Star_of_Astaroth.html ; https://joyofsatan.org/Meditation_on_Satan.html ; https://joyofsatan.org/Pineal_Meditation.html ; https://joyofsatan.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html ; https://joyofsatan.org/RAUM_Meditation.html

 

[Maelstorm]

When these bad thoughts come, you can immediately redirect them back to the enemy. There is not even a single bad word that they don't deserve, so you can be creative in a way that helps you release your guilt. Then, as you develop and open the mind, they will lessen and disappear completely. It takes some time, but it is worth it.

You can also get close to the God/dess to whom these thoughts are directed and make these thoughts null and impossible.

Let your mind be filled with high and pleasant thoughts about Lady Astarte, so much so that nothing lowly dares to invade this sanctity!

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

Hello Brothers and Sisters. I know that similar questions have already been asked, I looked for them and their replies. I still decide to send this because I feel this is still a serious problem for me to handle. I experience unwanted and intrusive thoughts that are offensive towards our Gods, and it makes me feel angry, frustrated, sad and ashamed. It makes spiritual work very hard, because I'm afraid of keep experiencing this and offending the Gods. I'm afraid of praying and trying to talk one on one to Them, because what if it happens during? I always say that I'm extremely sorry and that those thoughts are not mine when they happen, and I know that They understand but it's still hard. I just experienced one earlier which was very bad while I was reading a page about Lady Astarte and a horrible word popped in my head and it left me so speechless that I almost wanted to cry and all I could react with was just repeating "please forgive me" over and over in my head because of how ashamed and guilty I felt for it. I understand it's the enemy attacks. I understand that I do fear offending the Gods and the enemy preys on it. I understand this, but it's so hard to not feel responsible for it when it happens in MY head. I also know one of the solutions is to keep practicing Void Meditation, which admittedly I'm still not very good at. And I also do Aura Cleaning and Protection everyday of course. What else can I do to bring this under control? And most importantly... how do I deal with it while it's still happening? I feel like I'm embarrassing myself in front of the Gods when I feel so guilty and cry for forgiveness for thoughts that I know are NOT mine, but at the same time I can't just ignore them or think they're not offensive. Thank you in advance for the help. Please I really need it.

You can get rid of all negative thoughts by simply ignoring them, or saying to yourself that you understand that this is an enemy attack.

 

[Luzebel]

You are subconsciously afraid of them and it it causing your brain to go crazy as a defence mechanism. The trick is to understand (and accept) that these are the thoughts that you know you must not have, that your subconscious is using against you in order to make you doubt even more. Once you manage to fully accept and understand that, the intrusive thoughts will go away. I had these intrusive thoughts for the first 2 years of my practice, and they went away when I understood that it was just my subconscious trying to blame me for thoughts I had no control over.

 

[Hellenic SS]

Void meditation and white noise help greatly in controlling your own mind.

Satanic Void Meditation

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

This happened to me too, with time, this disappeared.
Very rarely I sense similar disturbing thoughts as a very distant noise, but I know this are not mine anymore (nor they possibly have never been mine), as it happens when some xian is praying or preaching against me. They are like a mosquito, simply cast this away.
Don't obsess on this, it's like a flu, it heals with time. Even if it's your subconscious reinforcing this due to xian programming, it will heal with time. Correct bad thoughts with positive thoughts on the Gods, like a small mental war. You can win.

You may have a thoughtform harassing you, or attached to your aura. Same thing: correcting and/or ignoring thoughts, will vanish it with time.

 

[sinbad]

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They don't care, trust me.

Because they can sense your true intentions. As long as their is no malice towards them in your heart, you're fine. They understand, and recognise it as a common occurrence.