AskSatanOperator
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Hi I just want to leave a testimonial of my experience with joy of Satan, I found joy of Satan a long time ago I gradually became more immersed in the teachings and I eventually dedicated performed the ritual and felt really good about it,I once asked Satan for guidance and I got it, not in a way that I was just given a free gift but as an new opportunity opening up allowing me to make the choice, so I did and my life took an 180 I was sinking into depression and bam!!! my long lost girlfriend came back for me we got back together, married and has a kid, but I couldn't commit to the meditation so I gave up, one of my greatest faults is that I am somewhat lethargic and struggling to committing to new habits and that's why I failed to develop spiritually, ever since I gave up I just felt a void an emptyness I had forsaken the guidance I was given I had fallen so low I even tried to reverse the dedication ritual but it didn't work, alas I was going into depression again my marriage degrading because of me, I was expecting divine punishment from Satan anytime but that didn't happen, instead I felt strangely fortunate events would play out in my favor against all odds, it struck me then Satan wasn't a vengeful tyrant like jewhova, but rather compassionate caring just but not holding your hand and doing everything for you, in other words I have to help myself show commitment, by abandoning satan I was only hurting myself, the dedication ritual is serious indeed binding it's magic is permanent no matter how mutch I tried to move away I was stuck in a limbo could commit but couldn't be away, feels like trying to run away from fate or swimming against the current, I'm coming back all this was my doing I take responsibility and I will take up the path again wish me luck