AskSatanOperator
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I don't want to sound bad I know this is a trauma that has a giant root.
I don't like the men around me ( funny because I feel attraction towards them ) I don't hate them, but sometimes I feel anger, avoid contact...etc, an example is when I go into a store and the attendant is a man, I feel fragile, embarrassed, that they think I'm an idiot and so on, I don't feel good around them, and this is for any man ( I don't know how to explain this, it's complex ). My father figure was horrible, not to mention what I went through with some boys during my life, they were always mean to me. I want to get married one day, but when I think about getting involved with a man, it's repulsive. I don't like it and I don't like to think like this, what can I do to change this?
I don't like the men around me ( funny because I feel attraction towards them ) I don't hate them, but sometimes I feel anger, avoid contact...etc, an example is when I go into a store and the attendant is a man, I feel fragile, embarrassed, that they think I'm an idiot and so on, I don't feel good around them, and this is for any man ( I don't know how to explain this, it's complex ). My father figure was horrible, not to mention what I went through with some boys during my life, they were always mean to me. I want to get married one day, but when I think about getting involved with a man, it's repulsive. I don't like it and I don't like to think like this, what can I do to change this?