Question #3927: Im going to be baptized

[AskSatanOperator]

I don't know what i am supposed to do. I'm a satanist since 2021, in the beggining i was super focused and did almost everything, and with the last years i started to stay away, and when i say "i want to be a great satanist again" i can't do the meditations for more than 3 days.

I live with my parents because im a minor, and even if i tell my mom that i don't want to be baptized, she says that this is her choice and not mine. Because of her i'm going to the church almost every week, during the trash that they tell i focus on Satan and Al-Jilwah, but i don't know if this is the best i can do.

I don't want to be baptized, i don't like anything of Christianism or Judaism.

Hail Satan! Hail Apollo!

 

[Invictvs]

If you are forced to be baptized, do the Dedication Ritual as it immediately cancels all types of xian baptisms and ties to xianity. If you have already done the Dedication Ritual, you'll be fine as any xian baptism won't work. Not that a xian baptism has any meaning or power, but because in the Dedication Ritual you commit the so-called "unforgivable sin" you can no longer be "saved" according to them.

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

I don't know what i am supposed to do. I'm a satanist since 2021, in the beggining i was super focused and did almost everything, and with the last years i started to stay away, and when i say "i want to be a great satanist again" i can't do the meditations for more than 3 days.

I live with my parents because im a minor, and even if i tell my mom that i don't want to be baptized, she says that this is her choice and not mine. Because of her i'm going to the church almost every week, during the trash that they tell i focus on Satan and Al-Jilwah, but i don't know if this is the best i can do.

I don't want to be baptized, i don't like anything of Christianism or Judaism.

Hail Satan! Hail Apollo!

Hi. Don't worry about your situation, the Satan and the Gods understand you perfectly, you need to read the materials on these links:

Kids and Teens for Satan

Tips for Teens

More Tips for Teens

When you come of age, I recommend that you separate from your parents as soon as possible and become more independent, you can prepare for adulthood as a teenager, but at the same time do not bother about future adulthood, live a teenage life and be yourself.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Although it invites nasty energy onto you, it is not binding or permanent. Especially if you have already dedicated your soul to Satan. Satan, and the Gods, will understand your position, so don't be afraid that they are angry with you.

However, based on what you said, you seem to have some freedom to meditate snd study, unlike some oppressive situations.

So, you are most likely just lacking will and discipline.

Naturally, I'd like to recommend runes, but since you can't get past three days or so a working wouldn't help, as you wouldn't complete it. Therefore, what you need is pragmatic advice:

Build the will and discipline through physical means, that is, diet control, exercise, and aversive stimuli (doing uncomfortable or unwanted things, such as cold showers). Do these things for 40 days or more.

Over time you will become a more willful and disciplined individual, and meditation in the future shouldn't be as hard.

Note* Since you are a minor I want to clarify that when I say "diet control", I mean a healthy rounded diet, while avoiding things like sugar.

 

[Henu the Great]

It doesn't matter. Uncomfortable as all of these things might be, just play along, and once you have an opportunity to be responsible for yourself take off from your current situation.

Closing your chakras in church might be a good idea.

As for your spiritual routine, start by doing small things every day, and build a habit. Keep on keeping on and gradually add more to it. Here is a post by NakdePluto about discipline that might help you. https://ancient-forums.com/index.ph...-high-level-ss-can-help-me.94028/#post-488885

 

[Wotanwarrior]

If you live in Europe or the United States and are of legal age, your parents cannot force you to do such things against your will.
You can try to do a work with the rune Isa to bind them so that they cannot exercise their authority against you.