Question #371: My sexual problem...

[AskSatanOperator]

Please help now because this is really bothering me. I've been sexually enthusiastic since I was little I love to dream and when I look at porn it turns me on.. but the problem is that this porn pisses me off I'm definitely not addicted I don't really care because I can't find what I want so I'm more of a fan of dreaming the same happened with my Guardian Demon I dreamed with him and then i had a headache, i'm so sorry about that, it used to be but the thing is that i remember when i was meditating now i'm a virgin i tried masturbation but i couldn't go that deep because i can't find anything penis size also i am not in a comfortable environment and i am often aroused. I don't want to have sex with anyone I just want to do it with the man I love it makes me so sad I want to focus on my meditation and I don't want to think badly about the gods but they understand me I never thought about them for a long time that's not true. I'm too young to be able to control this, but I need help. (when I meditate I turn away from sex and realize that I am a virgin, is that true?)

 

[Shadowcat]

Please help now because this is really bothering me. I've been sexually enthusiastic since I was little I love to dream and when I look at porn it turns me on.. but the problem is that this porn pisses me off I'm definitely not addicted I don't really care because I can't find what I want so I'm more of a fan of dreaming the same happened with my Guardian Demon I dreamed with him and then i had a headache, i'm so sorry about that, it used to be but the thing is that i remember when i was meditating now i'm a virgin i tried masturbation but i couldn't go that deep because i can't find anything penis size also i am not in a comfortable environment and i am often aroused. I don't want to have sex with anyone I just want to do it with the man I love it makes me so sad I want to focus on my meditation and I don't want to think badly about the gods but they understand me I never thought about them for a long time that's not true. I'm too young to be able to control this, but I need help. (when I meditate I turn away from sex and realize that I am a virgin, is that true?)

Sublimate your sexual energies in sex magic and send the energy to up your chakras to open and clean them. The dream you had about your Guardian was probably your mind's way of trying to understand the closeness and bond you have with Him and nothing more. If you have not been intimate with anyone ever yes it makes you a virgin. Nothing wrong with that. Nothing wrong with wanting a partner, but try to attract someone compatible and good for you. You could also use sex magick to attract a partner.