Question #326: A Demon Lover

[AskSatanOperator]

I'm a dedicated Satanist (female) from a Muslim family and as I totally detest the idea of marrying someone they find suitable (a Muslim), the only way to have a love life or sexual life for me is by keeping it a secret.

I'm tired. The lies I had to tell to avoid being disowned or worse -including violence- just to meet this intense need of feeling someone else’s warmth and love are a weight on my shoulders. I'm constantly stressed and can't even enjoy dates and kisses because of guilt and fear of being exposed.

Then my partners (atheists or pagans of some kind) naturally ask for more at some point, to be a part of my life and meet my friends and family. Once, someone started to believe I'm cheating and that's why I don't introduce him to my family.

This has been the case for the last ten years. I decided to ask Father for a demon lover, if he deems me worthy. I believe these unfulfilled needs are real obstacles to my improvement. There were days I did nothing but daydreaming about having sex. When I say “need”, I mean it.

Please share any advice and experience you may have.

 

[Shadowcat]

There is clearly a deprivation here and something that should not go unanswered. I would find out first if you have been sent someone by Satan, since you have requested for them. I would think this would make for a type of situation where He would say yes, provided you know what you want and are sure about wanting to go through with this.

If these days about suddenly getting aroused or having intense thoughts on sex and this has occurred after your ritual, this is probably a good sign that you have been paired with someone. It might be a good idea to try to open up to them

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

Most likely you wont even feel your Demon lover if you arent spiritually open, so you need to work on that if that is your goal. You said you've had physical partners before, do they really want to leave you just because you wont let them meet your family? A simple working to attract a suitable partner might be best if you just have unfulfilled needs, which is totally normal.

 

[Egon]

There might be other men in muslin families that are on the same situation as you, and who are not only compatible with you but also approved by your family (the Gods could help on this side too). So yes on top of the previous reply, a working to attract a suitable partner might be the best option. Even if this ideal situation seems too idealistic, it is more likely than becoming open enough to have a Demon lover, in a time-spam that meets your needs.