Question #2548: Big problems with Ego

[AskSatanOperator]

Greetings to spiritual Satanists .

Recently I realized that I have big problems with my Ego and self - determination . I want to say right away that I didn 't take any drugs or anything like that , but about a year ago I came out of a two-year depression .

What is the essence of the problem :

As a teenage, partly because of the "New Age" lies that were everywhere, partly because of my stupidity, I gradually began to hit nihilism. I began to cultivate passivity and indifference to everything , and also killed high empathy , denying almost any manifestations of emotions . Now I have literally turned from a person into a blank sheet , I am literally not aware of my identity and as if I am just a bystander . Also, for some reason I have problems with expressing anger and aggression even in cases when it is necessary, which makes it very difficult to conduct RTRS . In general, if describe my main problem, it is that I have severely damaged my Ego . And it is also very difficult for me to understand the mechanism of the emergence of desires and aspirations, as well as to have any desires and long-term goals.
Socialization and social life will begin to correct this situation , but I would like to know what can be applied from the magic in this situation .

Thank you in advance for your advice and help .

Glory to Satan !

 

[Hs666]

Greetings to spiritual Satanists .

Recently I realized that I have big problems with my Ego and self - determination . I want to say right away that I didn 't take any drugs or anything like that , but about a year ago I came out of a two-year depression .

What is the essence of the problem :

As a teenage, partly because of the "New Age" lies that were everywhere, partly because of my stupidity, I gradually began to hit nihilism. I began to cultivate passivity and indifference to everything , and also killed high empathy , denying almost any manifestations of emotions . Now I have literally turned from a person into a blank sheet , I am literally not aware of my identity and as if I am just a bystander . Also, for some reason I have problems with expressing anger and aggression even in cases when it is necessary, which makes it very difficult to conduct RTRS . In general, if describe my main problem, it is that I have severely damaged my Ego . And it is also very difficult for me to understand the mechanism of the emergence of desires and aspirations, as well as to have any desires and long-term goals.
Socialization and social life will begin to correct this situation , but I would like to know what can be applied from the magic in this situation .

Thank you in advance for your advice and help .

Glory to Satan !

Meditation will help with these things, "automatically." This "period" of yours seems to have a Plutonian background.
During growth, you manifest your own energies imprinted in our Soul, visible on the Astrological Chart.

Emotional management in no way prevents you from working with RTRs. Your situation will not improve through "socialization."

You have to work on yourself to solve these things. Start with daily meditation, and study the topics where you find problems in life, so you can find the right solutions.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

This is because of direct supression of your soul and your life force. Do the meditations to make your soul larger and stronger. Also specifically Sun energies would be the best thing to fix this, and Mars will also help.

 

[MiniMe3388]

"The Sun is your ego, personality, self-esteem, vitality, leadership ability, health, fame, and honor".

Sun Square:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Sun_Square.html

 

[AFODO]

Cleaning, and empowering your soul should do changes in this without a doubt. A person with a strong life force are aware of their existance.

I guess for most of the problesm people came here, the answe is to, clean, and empower yourself, so advance your soul; This shall fix 90% of your problems.

 

[Onbael_]

In addition to the advice of other members, you can also practices mental deprogramming.

Before going to sleep and just waking up you can says 9 times:

"I am completely deprogrammed from all enemy 'new age' teachings in the healthiest and most positive way for me, now and forever."

This statement can also be made after healthy sexual activity.

In combination with deprogramming you can inhale white-gold energy (like the Sun) into your third chakra and then make an affirmation, then repeat the process 9 times.

Good luck.