Question #2345: My life is basically over. Why doesn't Satan or my GD help when I seriously need it.

[AskSatanOperator]

My life is constantly in shambles and I am making improvements to myself and removing karmic issues but there is still so much negative bullshit in life that I have to suffer through. I am nearly homeless and I have nothing in life and I need a miracle from the gods because I cant pull myself out of this state alone. Whenever I ask for help I receive no signs from them and things never seem to lighten up and on top of it all I don't feel any happy connection to my GD anymore like they have just left me to die. Why is this happening to me? I feel completely abandoned. Because of circumstances thats far out of my control and reasons I'm not mentioning here I cant do RTRs I cant do rituals to the gods and I have no method at the moment to repay them for anything. I think I'm almost finished with this path. Id rather go on some type of rampage and end up getting killed than to live like this anymore.
I try to talk to the gods every now and then just to help myself with a little emotional support but It just doesn't work anymore. I get nothing from them anyways so It all seems pointless. Why am I even a part of this anyways and why was I led to jos to begin with if the gods or Satan never seem to help? I am indeed trying to better myself and get myself out of this condition but sometimes life is too harsh and I cant deal with some things alone.

 

[AFODO]

Your conclusion that the "gods never help" is utter bullshit. I have witnessed many times the gods help on myself.
Please clear your mind out for a second. Watch the reality as it is, be racial and think trough your situation. What's going on? What is your ways to get out of here? How many times will it take? Now accept your estimations and don't panic. Most of the times the gods are very busy, however, they never ignore any prayer. If you have talked to them respectfully you can be sure that they are aware of your problem. Think of it, how exactly their help would help, and how exactly they could help?

Besides that. It is really not about "giving back" Humanity has fell and we are in enormous debt when it comes to "giving back." However the gods do ignore that and help us relentlessly anyways.
If we would REALLY have to give back what they deserve, it would eat up the solar system's whole energy, and possibly more.

Read these.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=85944&p=443475
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=88387&p=456795

As I said, I have witnessed the gods help. However, I also contributed to them in many forms.
State the obvious, if you are making hate speech against them and not even done one Gods ritual or RTR (which is basically good for yourself and humanity, not just only for the Gods) because you feel so godless, than you might be the problem here.
Basically any contributions you give to the gods is also advancing humanity and yourself too.
And don't forget that what's happening to you is mostly because of your natal chart so this way basically scripted from your birth or beyond.
Maybe it would be too much energy to help you radically, but besides that, they are probably helping you in ways that you can't see. Ofc they won't erase a big problem from your life from a day to the other, but will guide you which most probably will teach you things, if you willing to learn from your environment and events that happens to you.

THESE HARD TIMES ARE ESSENTIALS IN ONE'S LIFE. YOU WILL ONLY LEARN CERTAIN THINGS FROM THEM.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=44847&p=202347

 

[Isisd]

Satanism is not Christianity or Judaism. You don't flick your fingers and "God" will rush to help you to gain your trust and see you kneel down to him. Sometimes the Gods put us through shit to make us stronger, to test if we are worthy of this path. Cause this path is not for everyone and Satanism is not a religion for masses. "Hoc non pereor habebo fortior me". Maybe the Gods are more near that what you might think. Push it hard, rely on your inner strength. Search for the God in yourself. Trust me, when you will give up all of your energies and sweat and blood and sacrifice it all, that's when the Gods will give you the blessing you need.

 

[MiniMe3388]

Every person has more difficult periods in his or her life. During such periods, we can learn and grow a lot.

If an astrologer looked at your natal chart or transits he/she would surely find something that could describe your problems.

The Gods will not fix everything in your life. If you are able to do something yourself then you do it yourself. The Gods know your situation and are certainly watching over you. You just have to trust Them.

I read that HPS Maxine was homeless at one point in her life and she didn't give up and fought for a better life.

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't buy it when you say that you can not perform rtrs and rituals. You have internet access (which is not even required after saving rituals on a device) and made a post here complaining when the same time and effort could have been used to do the final rtr. Yes, life is hard, there are ups, downs, and everything in between. And then what? Are we just supposed to back down when things do not go our way instantly? Think and act accordingly.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Life is hard for everybody. Everybody has problems. Your problems might be worse than some peoples' but there are many people who have had far worse problems than you. So do whatever you have to do to build a better life for yourself. Stop pretending to be a victim.

 

[Rroco88]

Through my own experience with the Gods, and listening to others' over the years, I have realised the following:

- They help everyone differently, even if they are in a similar situation: because everyone is different and we learn differently

- They rarely help directly, but They guide to help yourself: you will usually see hints of what you need to do in order to help yourself, so, again, you will learn and toughen up on your own, with their guidance

- Once They give you numerous hints and you still didn't get it, They back away and restore communication between you and Them after you got it: this is what I realised happend to me, every time I didn't pick up what they wanted me to learn for a longer time, they backed away and came back when the lesson was learned, as little as the lesson was, because why waste time showing a person the same thing over and over again when they clearly don't get it, while the answer might be right in front of them.

There would be more, but I thought these apply to your situation. Remember that the Gods also see us as their children, and teach us like you would teach a child.

If there is something that the child can do, and doesn't see it or refuses to see it, you would show it to the child, but never do something for them that you see he/she can do alone, or otherwise the child will grow up dependent on you, and who wants that for their child? No one.

We want our children to grow up strong independent adults who know how to handle any situation. Gods do the same. So pick up any hints you have missed from Them, and see what they want you to learn from the situation you're in. The solution to your problems might be simpler than you think.