Question #2225: why should I even live?why should I not die??

[AskSatanOperator]

I have suffered and have been tormented a lot in the hands of this evil world for nearly a decade with absolutely no fault of mine ..why should I live when the years which should have been spent in happiness and merry was lost in all sorts of pain and abuse and suffering?

 

[Eaomonomae]

I have suffered and have been tormented a lot in the hands of this evil world for nearly a decade with absolutely no fault of mine ..why should I live when the years which should have been spent in happiness and merry was lost in all sorts of pain and abuse and suffering?

Only a decade? If you’re an early teen, First, you don’t know how the rest of your life will turn out. Often high school / college can be a turning point socially, where people are less judgmental.

Second, if you are in your 20s, while I won’t mitigate the fact that suffering for that long sucks, often times such suffering can be (not always, but can be) a great conduit for characters. A big dumb lion doesn’t need to learn any skills to navigate, prey just presents itself and it kills it. However, a Fox has to be a craftier creature, sneaky and conniving, self-sufficient. While not as strong ad the lion, In dire circumstances, the Fox will know how to survive rather than the lion.

Additionally, such pain can make you more empathetic to other people’s suffering, a gift that other people need.

But besides all of this, the harsh reality is a lot of it is your outlook. You have to analyze the circumstances as dispassionately and as rationally as possible, and reinterpret it in a positive way.

A homeless man can look at life in such a way that he scrapes on by, or he can look at life in a way that he’s free to travel wherever he wants and see the world more broadly, viewing life like an adventure. An extreme example, of course, but you surely have opportunities that you can take advantage of. Take, for example, Emily Dickinson. She was a woman with no rights at all and was a villified recluse. She spent all her time writing, and her work was found after death, where she became a recognized national writer. Again, your circumstances are nowhere near that extreme and you can adjust your things accordingly.

Viewing the world as “evil” and “accursed” will only make that a self-fulfilling prophecy.

One of the harsh realities of life is that there is no equilibrium principle, we are all subject to forces and fates out of our control. It’s how you choose to interpret and react to what you were given.

 

[MiniMe3388]

Spiritual Support Thread - Never Give Up!:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68304

Why You Must Never Give Up In Life As A Spiritual Satanist:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=82088

 

[Rroco88]

Life is not supposed to be lived in only happiness, as if it was, one would not be able to appreciate the beauty of it, for that, struggle is needed.

I have struggled for more than a decade with absolutely no fault of mine as well. However, now that everything is good, there's love and joy in my life, I have learned to appreciate the gift of it entirely.

The eastern concept of Yin and Yang have thought not only about the feminine and masculine nature of one's brain, but also the importance of balance. Balance between darkness and light.

Suffering, I have always had in mind that pain is temporary, and pain will never be permanent, as well as, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

This all is the beauty of life. With struggles and with happiness. We must learn to live it, and one must learn to take action in changing it's own life, and the perspective on it.

The past is gone, it doesn't exist. What exists now is the memory you have of it, which you choose how to deal with. It's your own choice if you heal and do something about it now, OR if you continue to regret your past, wishing it was better, which considering is gone it's impossible, it's just energy and time wasted on that.

From my personal experience with trauma, one thing that I can assure you of is that, when you die you incarnate again. With the same vibrational frequency, if not worse, which means you will have a very similar life with the one you have lived so far.

Therefore, your only choice for the better is to take action. Be it physical, or through magick, be it on yourself (to heal) or on others. You certainly can take action, no doubt about it, and I strongly encourage you to do so.
Hail Satan!

 

[AFODO]

Because you will reincarnate with the same karma and most probably you will have to live trough this again, and again, if you don't do anything about it.

 

[Username]

I have suffered and have been tormented a lot in the hands of this evil world for nearly a decade with absolutely no fault of mine ..why should I live when the years which should have been spent in happiness and merry was lost in all sorts of pain and abuse and suffering?

Although you past was lost in pain, abuse and suffering, that you will experience the same state as before is not set in stone. You can use your own two hands along with guidance and love from the gods to change your future. You should live because you have the massive potential to change your future. You should live because the Gods and Satan love you as a child. You should live because you matter to us, to me. None of us here including me wants to see anything bad happen to you. Look at all the replies that people have given to you. In their own way, they care for you.

Make your own world and oppose this evil world with the world of yours. Life is like this, sometimes you will be served injustice even if you did not serve the same to anyone. Its up to you to refuse this unjust world and fight to change it.

Stay Strong !!