AskSatanOperator
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I want to talk with my GD but I don't know who He or She is, so I can't use a sigil yet. I know it's possible but I feel discouraged while trying to because I don't really know how to proceed. Usually what I do is before sleep, while laying in my bed I simply say in my mind "My Guardian Demon" and then proceed with what I want to say to Him/Her. Is there anything to do besides, or is the procedure correct? Usually while saying Guardian Demon, I kneel in my bed (I don't do it on the floor because of severe germofobia, There are lots of cockroaches in my home). While I talk I fumble on words, like a mental stutter, repeating myself, and forgetting parts of the story (I don't know another word to explain it, I mean personal experiences haunts me and so on) and bringing up later, not having a straight forward narrative.
I tried to search the forums but didn't find something, I didn't research a lot, I am sorry about that its because my mind state is very fucked up lately, while going thru the forums I have intense feelings, I don't know why yet, lately I feel very bad.
I tried to search the forums but didn't find something, I didn't research a lot, I am sorry about that its because my mind state is very fucked up lately, while going thru the forums I have intense feelings, I don't know why yet, lately I feel very bad.