Question #202: Nasty fetishes and a dark side of Lust for young women -18 years old(help me change this)

[AskSatanOperator]

This is really imbarresting and wrong i know and I won't ever do it i think but i can't help feeling like this.From what i can tell is the cause of this is a combination of a few things. One is being molested as a child,the other is sexual oppression from christian family and third is the blood rape and sacrifice from jews that probably does something metaphysically to me and also one of my placements say i have pretty nasty sexual fetishes which could be a factor.

I felt my serpentine energy is conscious and has a mind o it's own i feel Lust overpowers love in some cases but with mine they are a combined force and can be a very strong and uncontrollable sometime. All my girlfriends were of age but it wasn't satisfying deep down ias i imagined.It started when i was about 16 and i remember this girl who just was very playful and something triggered me and she aroused me so much. I never felt that love lust connection before and this changed me and something I won't forget. It was like a drug pleasure feeling in the pineal by just having skin to skin contact. I never did anything because parents were there but..I had to walk away because i couldn't understand what was happening to me.In my older years when i got unto normal relationships it went away or atleast it wasn't that big of a problem but then i got into

drugs and the drugs opened this dark desire up again and was like an amplifier.I started digging for young porn and this became a habit which is SICK TO THE CORE and became worse because i was on drugs for years had an extreme thirst of underage sex.

How can i fix this?i don't want to be this. I'm practicing healthy sexual behaviours now or atleast making an mental effort to do this. I'm off porn atleast but this feeling keeps coming back and sometimes my mental efforts are not enough and i go back to my ol habbits.It somehow is tied into love energy and not being with my soul mate i can feel it. So thats it and I'm very ashamed of this but i know it's wrong and don't want to be a sick gentile or like a jew.

[This is from Azazel's Astrology]
These people can have some pretty nasty fetishes. they are strongly sexual, possessive and jealous. They enjoy having sex in the nude. They can go for a long time between affairs, as they take love very seriously and it is all or nothing with them. They can be loners. Never talk about their sex life, their secrets, or their personal lives to others; this will really turn them off. They are secretive by nature and any betrayal of trust is unforgivable. Loyalty is of exceptional importance to them and they mate for life. Their feelings run deep, they desire the perfect soul mate; a soul to soul deep, intense love relationship, especially if the chart has other water signs to back this up. They can become obsessed with a lover.

 

[Hs666]

This is part of your way of being. As for the description of the fetishes etc...

Past events may have created traumas that have conditioned the intensity of your astrological position in its "lower frequencies".

You should sublimate this configuration through meditation, which will help re-balance the energies manifested from this position. You obviously have to cut out drug use.

You should also do some introspective work, to re-process the absorbed information about the topic related to your problem.
Having fetishes isn't bad in itself, it really depends on what kind of escalation it brings you.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Good job for developing the awareness of the affliction and seeking help.

Yes, chances are you have these feelings due to serious sexual trauma in this and past lives.

What you need to do is freeing and cleaning workings.

There are multiple Sabbat dates coming up. Target your Sacral and Throat Chakra.

As for freeing, using Munka, Ansuz, or Uruz is a good option, program it to free the soul from sexual issues. (Munka can be used to destroy the Karma related to negative sexuality, intimacy, and pleasure)

This is to be done along with regular workings like AOP, Void, Pranayama, Yoga , etc

Here are some links to the things I mentioned
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?t=58191#p257348
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

Go check out other resources in the Satanic Meditation page as well.

Lastly, you are not a predator, just relax and do not do anything stupid.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Im sorry, but this is your fault. Growing up i used to jerk off only to milfs to make sure i didnt get any older looking teens online. And when i jerked off to girls they were my age or older growing up. You have a weak soul. Its nobodys fault but your own.

It is a pretty harsh thing to call a victim of child molestation a weak soul due to their continued sexual problems. Let's not forget this person was not an SS during that point in their life and never had the tools to properly deal with this, aside from the fact of being born with such karma.

Generally, there is little use in kicking someone when they are down and already asking their anonymously questions out of shame, especially when you are simultaneously asserting your own superiority.

Porn is a poisonous drug and all it takes is a Google search to worsen the damage. Any person's soul would be damaged by continued viewing of the depravity of this content, not just weak ones.

Yet, we are beyond that. The individual has already admitted to their problems and is seeking solutions. They do not need to be broken down any further as they are already receptive to the advice of those around them. Therefore, you should be a positive influence to them, rather than deciding to attack them.

I am glad that there are more constructive answers here, because if this the only message they heard, it might have made them close off entirely and refuse help for even longer.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Refuse help in what way? I researched occultism and satanism for a while now. And it said God hates weak souls, OP has a weak soul and only cares about getting off instead of doing what is morally right

Our path is one of advancement. We are start off at a lower level, but what is important is how much we try to grow.
It is very easy to pretend to be high and mighty, but the reality is that most people have problems that make them act strangely, even though they want to do the right thing.

On JoS, we already know of the solutions to fix these problems, which is why we should keep the person focused on implementing these solutions and not on wallowing in their depression or shame.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

What depression and shame? Im just saying OP has a weak soul, and God hates weak souls. He lacks the ability to control himself and gives into any urge to get off. Btw,, some people are high and mighty because they chose righteousness this life/past lifes. I could have easily revoked my righteousness card by jerking off to underage girls, but i instead chose to do the right things and hooked up with girls my age/older growing up. Theres another satanist occult website (something of the nine orders) that says God hates weak souls. You cant really blame it on jew magick, i made no mistakes growing up.

We have an understanding that everyone is subject to karma, which are forces within the universe. They forces can make people do things they may not want to do, unless they control this with meditation and spiritual advancement.

He already told us in his post that he had many astrological placements for this, which suggests that his karma in this area was much worse than a normal person.

Just to remind you, we don't follow other Satanist groups, nor do we follow "God". We only follow Satan and what we know as true from our own JoS website

 

[GoldenxChild1]

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Refuse help in what way? I researched occultism and satanism for a while now. And it said God hates weak souls, OP has a weak soul and only cares about getting off instead of doing what is morally right

Our path is one of advancement. We are start off at a lower level, but what is important is how much we try to grow.
It is very easy to pretend to be high and mighty, but the reality is that most people have problems that make them act strangely, even though they want to do the right thing.

On JoS, we already know of the solutions to fix these problems, which is why we should keep the person focused on implementing these solutions and not on wallowing in their depression or shame.

What depression and shame? Im just saying OP has a weak soul, and God hates weak souls. He lacks the ability to control himself and gives into any urge to get off. Btw,, some people are high and mighty because they chose righteousness this life/past lifes. I could have easily revoked my righteousness card by jerking off to underage girls, but i instead chose to do the right things and hooked up with girls my age/older growing up. Theres another satanist occult website (something of the nine orders) that says God hates weak souls. You cant really blame it on jew magick, i made no mistakes growing up.

The Gods do not "hate" weak souls, we all approach Satan as "weak", yet through consistent advancement we become stronger in our own right.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

What depression and shame? Im just saying OP has a weak soul, and God hates weak souls. He lacks the ability to control himself and gives into any urge to get off. Btw,, some people are high and mighty because they chose righteousness this life/past lifes. I could have easily revoked my righteousness card by jerking off to underage girls, but i instead chose to do the right things and hooked up with girls my age/older growing up. Theres another satanist occult website (something of the nine orders) that says God hates weak souls. You cant really blame it on jew magick, i made no mistakes growing up.

The Gods do not "hate" weak souls, we all approach Satan as "weak", yet through consistent advancement we become stronger in our own right.

I said God not Gods. And to my understanding Satan doesnt respond to those who go around jerking off to loli because they just care about getting off and have no self control. But again, im here to learn

Satan responds to all gentiles who seek him, even the most degenerate souls can re-actualize themselves. Having strange sexual impulses due to trauma is normal, kids who have been sexually molested have a higher chance of being the molester due to those boundaries being broken so young.

 

[Osiris Silvio]

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Im sorry, but this is your fault. Growing up i used to jerk off only to milfs to make sure i didnt get any older looking teens online. And when i jerked off to girls they were my age or older growing up. You have a weak soul. Its nobodys fault but your own.

Trivi! You are tragically stupid and you know nothing at all. You read something somewhere, but that gives you no wisdom or understanding of any value. The way you you speak, I must vouch, you sound like an extremely weak and unenlightened person. All that you read must be put into the light of practice and introspection in order to be truly understood. You read that Satan does not love weak people. First, have you ever spoken with Satan or tried to feel and understand his ineffable energy? He is the most compassionate, loving, healing, and understanding God out there. So stop blaspheming him with your psychopathic apathy.

When a child is sexually abused, he is damaged for all his life until he begins to HEAL HIMSELF. The person who asked this question is at the point of facing his inner darkness in order to heal and then you come with your ugly jewish arrogance and say "I read that the Gods don't love weak people." Try to uplift your low IQ level.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

Im sorry, but this is your fault. Growing up i used to jerk off only to milfs to make sure i didnt get any older looking teens online. And when i jerked off to girls they were my age or older growing up. You have a weak soul. Its nobodys fault but your own.

Trivi! You are tragically stupid and you know nothing at all. You read something somewhere, but that gives you no wisdom or understanding of any value. The way you you speak, I must vouch, you sound like an extremely weak and unenlightened person. All that you read must be put into the light of practice and introspection in order to be truly understood. You read that Satan does not love weak people. First, have you ever spoken with Satan or tried to feel and understand his ineffable energy? He is the most compassionate, loving, healing, and understanding God out there. So stop blaspheming him with your psychopathic apathy.

When a child is sexually abused, he is damaged for all his life until he begins to HEAL HIMSELF. The person who asked this question is at the point of facing his inner darkness in order to heal and then you come with your ugly jewish arrogance and say "I read that the Gods don't love weak people." Try to uplift your low IQ level.

It looks like a mistake happened when you quoted that post, which put Blitzkreig's name on your writing.
I fixed it for you in my quote.