AskSatanOperator said:
Actually I was a christian ..I have read the bible cover to cover many times ..Nothing in the bible looks to me any healthy or normal ..But a psychological trap ..I left this stupid religion 2 years back ..But sometimes I am afraid of the hell verses which bible uses many and many times for those who left this religion .While my brain knows that ,this is just a tactic to keep their followers in their religion But I dont know sometimes I am super afraid ..I really dont know why ..I am very new to satanism ..what should I do now??The blood ritual dedication in satanism sometimes fears me ..plz do tell what should I do now?How do i completely deprogram from that religion?
Welcome, It's understandable to have hangups from the mental abuse that xianity inflicts on people. Many of our own here have gone through this exact thing. We've all had to overcome our own levels of programming but it's definitely worth it in the end.
First let's discuss "Hell" the Xian hell is understandably a scary concept. That's it's entire purpose, to scare people to stay in xianity or be fearful of "eternal suffering" of course it's only used as a fear tactic to control. The only real eternal suffering is walking away from the truth and being consumed by enemy programs such as xianity.
There's a lot of very helpful information here on Jos in regards to hell read about this here:
https://satanslibrary.org/666BlackSun/Hell.html
Through studying the material on Jos you can get a clear picture and gain some understanding.
I highly recommend you read Exposing Christianity
If you haven't already:
https://satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/EXPOSING_CHRISTIANITY_MAIN.html
And these are also very good sermons from Jos to read up on:
https://satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/BreakingFree.html
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/mindcontrol.html
Also with continued meditation and working on your soul you can start to heal from the enemy programming. It will take some time and everyone heals and advances at their own pace. But you will be able to overcome it in time.
You've already taken the first step showing interest in Satan and the Gods, all you need is to study Jos and you will start to gradually learn the truth.
Walking on this path is like opening up a exciting new book, each page is full with wonders and mysteries, and there's so much to learn. I hope you see it all the way through, and when you are ready to dedicate that you do.
Good luck, and if you ever need anything else from us don't hesitate to reach out for more help.
