AskSatanOperator
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I never read the donations tier article until now and I cant believe the bullshit that I'm reading. What has become of JoS? am I supposed to pay to get life changing occult info now? with bitcoin? I dont even know how or where to begin with bitcoin and crypto currency. I have never dabbled with bitcoin and even if I wanted to I couldnt afford it.
I'm living with a family member that is on their death bed and whenever they die then i'll basically be completely homeless and I have ZERO income at the moment and ZERO chances of gaining any right now. How the fuck am I supposed to get through this? I live my life so stressed the fuck out almost every day because of money issues and now you're telling me that JoS gives helpful occult knowledge to people who donate. helpful astrology info and shit too... also protected and helped by the gods because they donate? wtf. I know JoS needs money to stay up and expand but this all makes it seem like some type of completely fucked up and unfair bullshit. I have every intentions in my heart to help JoS and the people here but I just cant afford it right now.
So do the gods just not give a fuck about those of us who are poor or something? is all my conversations with people and helpful info that I try to put on the forums to help people just worthless in their eyes?
Should I just finally say fuck it and give up here? Everytime I try to talk with the gods or my gd I feel like im completely ignored and im just fucking sick of it all. I literally tried to ask for help from one of them today and said that I would try to send them energy if they could help my life out a bit because thats basically all I can give right now. It's either that or I try to help people on the forums in service to Satan and the gods. Why cant I escape this fucked up life. Every time I feel good about myself I run into something that completely fucks my day up. I have a shit ton of spiritual workings going everyday that I do to try and fix and escape all of this bad karma and I just feel overloaded and like im not going anywhere. I guess i've just been abandoned by Satan by trying to live a happy life and make a living for myself and he ignores me and sees me as a greedy sack of shit because I have to hold onto and hoard the little bit of money I get so I dont know what else to do or where to go.
Life has me so stressed out that sometimes I would rather lie down and die than to deal with this shit anymore. I feel like im left out and ignored all the time and I never get a helping hand in this life anyways so whats the point of keeping the fight going.
I'm living with a family member that is on their death bed and whenever they die then i'll basically be completely homeless and I have ZERO income at the moment and ZERO chances of gaining any right now. How the fuck am I supposed to get through this? I live my life so stressed the fuck out almost every day because of money issues and now you're telling me that JoS gives helpful occult knowledge to people who donate. helpful astrology info and shit too... also protected and helped by the gods because they donate? wtf. I know JoS needs money to stay up and expand but this all makes it seem like some type of completely fucked up and unfair bullshit. I have every intentions in my heart to help JoS and the people here but I just cant afford it right now.
So do the gods just not give a fuck about those of us who are poor or something? is all my conversations with people and helpful info that I try to put on the forums to help people just worthless in their eyes?
Should I just finally say fuck it and give up here? Everytime I try to talk with the gods or my gd I feel like im completely ignored and im just fucking sick of it all. I literally tried to ask for help from one of them today and said that I would try to send them energy if they could help my life out a bit because thats basically all I can give right now. It's either that or I try to help people on the forums in service to Satan and the gods. Why cant I escape this fucked up life. Every time I feel good about myself I run into something that completely fucks my day up. I have a shit ton of spiritual workings going everyday that I do to try and fix and escape all of this bad karma and I just feel overloaded and like im not going anywhere. I guess i've just been abandoned by Satan by trying to live a happy life and make a living for myself and he ignores me and sees me as a greedy sack of shit because I have to hold onto and hoard the little bit of money I get so I dont know what else to do or where to go.
Life has me so stressed out that sometimes I would rather lie down and die than to deal with this shit anymore. I feel like im left out and ignored all the time and I never get a helping hand in this life anyways so whats the point of keeping the fight going.