AskSatanOperator
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I have tears running down my face as I write this. There is someone in my life who is in urgent need of help, but she is unwilling to help herself, so it's entirely on me to do so. I don't want to go into to many personal details, I will write a new post if I have to.
This person is convinced that her soul is irreparably damaged, she has had trauma her entire life, and is convinced that her past lives have been just like this because of her soul, and part of this is my fault because I betrayed her trust some time ago and I am extremely regretful for doing so. She believes in SS and knows of this site, but is unwilling to perform any of the practices to better herself. She wants to cease existing and disintegrate into nothing, as she is very suicidal and hates life, and engages in self-harm. She doesn't seek immortality or Magnum Opus. I know her soul is extremely damaged, if not under attack by enemies.
The other problem is that I am not very advanced myself. I am giving her all of the energy I have, which leaves me feeling extremely drained, I feel dead and emotionless. There's no alternative as she is hanging on by a thread. I am willing to go through this suffering myself, as I know I can repair and build myself in the future, but she is dangling by a thread and I have almost energy left.
This is a cry for help. Please tell me anything and everything you can. I don't know if I have much longer. I would do anything, I absolutely love Satan and all of the Gods.
(Message to site admins, I might request for this post to be removed in the future)
This person is convinced that her soul is irreparably damaged, she has had trauma her entire life, and is convinced that her past lives have been just like this because of her soul, and part of this is my fault because I betrayed her trust some time ago and I am extremely regretful for doing so. She believes in SS and knows of this site, but is unwilling to perform any of the practices to better herself. She wants to cease existing and disintegrate into nothing, as she is very suicidal and hates life, and engages in self-harm. She doesn't seek immortality or Magnum Opus. I know her soul is extremely damaged, if not under attack by enemies.
The other problem is that I am not very advanced myself. I am giving her all of the energy I have, which leaves me feeling extremely drained, I feel dead and emotionless. There's no alternative as she is hanging on by a thread. I am willing to go through this suffering myself, as I know I can repair and build myself in the future, but she is dangling by a thread and I have almost energy left.
This is a cry for help. Please tell me anything and everything you can. I don't know if I have much longer. I would do anything, I absolutely love Satan and all of the Gods.
(Message to site admins, I might request for this post to be removed in the future)