AskSatanOperator
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I'm about to have my first saturn return but I dont see any way for me to make it into something positive. I have natal saturn in my 8th house. I grew up in unbearable poverty and sexual restriction and these problems are still present in my life to the point where I would rather suicide than to deal with this shit anymore. Saturn rules my 6th house and co rules my 7th as I have capricorn on the cusp of my 6th house and aquarius on the 7th and natal saturn itself is placed in the 8th in pisces. How am I supposed to deal with this? I think that this is going to make the saturnic restrictions in my life even worse so how do I turn it into something positive? I have been putting in a lot of work lately to improve my life and I have been using planetary squares and freeing the soul workings to improve my quality of life but I think that this saturn return is going to ruin everything. What would be my best course of action for this?