AskSatanOperator
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I am studying and am interested in Satanism, but I am too afraid to dedicate myself to it. At the same time that I want to and think about it, something stops me. I recognize Satan as a real being and believe in his teachings, I have read the dedication page several times and I always have this fear, this anguish, I feel I don't have the courage. I started meditating to heal myself, maybe help me make a decision, as JoS teaches, but on the page it says that the protection is actually firmed up after the dedication. In that sense I have no protection at all, and this gave me even more fear. I don't know if it is safe or healthy to meditate, and it is haunting me, I am almost a month into cleansing, protection, and the void. Can I continue meditating, or is it too risky for me and I should stop until I decide on dedication? Give me some light on this. Thank you very much.