Voimir 666
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Greetings brothers and sisters,
I would like to seek advice on how to better defend myself.
Honestly, I continue to experience constant attacks during my sleep. It has been a long time since I had normal dreams. I often have what I can only describe as 'artificial dreams.' They are overwhelmingly negative and alien, clearly unnatural. These dreams exploit my loved ones as a weakness, which lulls me into a state of relaxation during sleep, making it easier for the enemy to target my solar plexus. Sometimes, I am aware when it is happening, and I can force myself to wake up. However, there are times when I lack the ability to do so. At one point, I believed I had successfully removed these disturbances because the thoughtform had become incredibly small, no larger than the palm of my hand. Unfortunately, it has now grown to almost one meter in size.
A part of my daily routine in terms of cleaning are:
1. Vissudhi after RTRs
2. Returning Curses 1 & 2
3. AOP 100x each for Thurisaz, Sowilo, and Tyr
4. I am on my 8th day of doing the banishing ritual (I will stop tomorrow on the 9th day, then I'll start again for 9 days on Saturday for a good date of working.
On Saturday, I will start removing the links in all my major chakras.
I also have two questions:
1. Regardless of the strength of your AOP, are you still vulnerable to attacks if you are low on energy?
2. To reset a working, is one day enough for a stop, then on the next day it will count as new working?
Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you.
I would like to seek advice on how to better defend myself.
Honestly, I continue to experience constant attacks during my sleep. It has been a long time since I had normal dreams. I often have what I can only describe as 'artificial dreams.' They are overwhelmingly negative and alien, clearly unnatural. These dreams exploit my loved ones as a weakness, which lulls me into a state of relaxation during sleep, making it easier for the enemy to target my solar plexus. Sometimes, I am aware when it is happening, and I can force myself to wake up. However, there are times when I lack the ability to do so. At one point, I believed I had successfully removed these disturbances because the thoughtform had become incredibly small, no larger than the palm of my hand. Unfortunately, it has now grown to almost one meter in size.
A part of my daily routine in terms of cleaning are:
1. Vissudhi after RTRs
2. Returning Curses 1 & 2
3. AOP 100x each for Thurisaz, Sowilo, and Tyr
4. I am on my 8th day of doing the banishing ritual (I will stop tomorrow on the 9th day, then I'll start again for 9 days on Saturday for a good date of working.
On Saturday, I will start removing the links in all my major chakras.
I also have two questions:
1. Regardless of the strength of your AOP, are you still vulnerable to attacks if you are low on energy?
2. To reset a working, is one day enough for a stop, then on the next day it will count as new working?
Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you.