This will be a long response and I apologize in advance for it; As stated on the Joy of Satan websites, there are souls of those who have died that are still here. What you are dealing with, while rare, could possibly be a type two ghost, I've copied the link as well as an excerpt directly from the webpage below. If those souls are powerful enough to inflict injuries, who's to say they cant also affect you mentally?
It could also be a christian angel, enemy spirit, or another entity. Ive copied the link for that webpage and two excerpts from it below, as well. My suggestion would be to do an aura cleansing as well as an aura of protection, if it tries to interfere or stops you, keep repeating the process. It will be difficult, but you have to believe with everything you are that you CAN do it. If you truly want to dedicate yourself and be successful in your meditations and rituals, you have to believe you will be, envision yourself pushing through the interference until successful completion of your meditations and rituals. Do not see yourself as a victim to it, see yourself as a warrior against it, determined to defeat it. Keep trying and dont give up. Whether you're delusional, or you're actually dealing with what you say you are, you can overcome it and be successful in your endeavor to dedicate. Believe in yourself. Hail Satan
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... hosts.html
"Ok, now- there are what are known as 'level two ghosts.' These are something else. These souls are much more rare than the others I just wrote about. These were already powerful sorcerers and witches when living, and WHO KNOW THEY ARE DEAD - poltergeists and those who can cause all sorts of mayhem and havoc in certain places. Some can even move objects, inflict injuries, cuts and such on living beings- both humans and animals. They are blatant and most people, even those who are not psychic can sense their presence."
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FOR.html
"Just as Christians and Muslims force their lies and programs onto others; this is no different from the spirit world where enemy spirits who are behind those programs can harass us, especially those of us who are more open psychically. These entities are human-hating and are known for giving negative prophesies. They are also prolific liars" "NEVER WILL SATAN OR HIS DEMONS TELL YOU TO DO ANYTHING HARMFUL OR DETRIMENTAL TO YOURSELF OR OTHERS! These kinds of experiences come from Christian angels and other entities that have nothing to do with Satan or any of our Gods/Demons."
On Dec 11, 2018 4:32 AM, "donotfearthetruth@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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It sounds to me that you are very delusional and or created a thoughtform subconsciously, but I think you're just lazy in the sense that if you make yourself believe or feel something it happens so, if you feel/think that you can't, you CAN'T. Change your stupid way of thinking and fight your rebellious mind. Rebellion is good, but not in a delusional and stupid way as this.