Post-Dedication: Uncanny feelings

[Seeker in the Dark]

So I'm currently feeling certain darkness in my mind, not of a good kind, most likely subconscious manifestations, and a bit of headache/disorientation. I don't think my Christian-programmed brain liked what I did last night. On a logical level, I know Christianity is false, but it seems subconsciously my brain hasn't caught up and is reacting badly to my dedication. I don't know if enemy entities are involved but for now I'll just assume it's my subconscious.

What kind of remedies would help with this?

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

A lot of fear vibes as well, as if I did something wrong. It doesn't help that I'm quite strong in feeling energies, and the fear vibes seem stronger than what I usually deal with. Again I think it's probably subconscious programming, and perhaps enemy entities trying vibrational terrorism on me.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

The fear vibes are located in my head area, I've also started the soul opening program and have reach the throat section, so I've already done the third eye, 6th and crown chakras. This could also be factor on how I feel the fear energies more intensely. Overall the meditations have given me more energy as well.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

For further context I started the soul opening program a week or so before my dedication, doing the consecutive days for each section and so on.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

Invoking Satan( so simply repeating the name Satan and asking for help) helps out temporarily and then I feel peaceful, but then the uncanny feelings creep back in.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

Something else I'd like to add, I do have a bit of a fear of making dedicated, permanent decisions, in many aspects of my life. I've been a fence sitter on many things and making strong decisions can feel quite taunting. This especially since my spiritual destiny is the number 1 most important thing for me.

 

[OttoHart]

You've just taken a great step in your spiritual journey, and for many this is a life-changing event. This can feel chaotic and your mind can run wild. This could be an enemy attack, or it could simply be your mind being overwhelmed, or processes you might not be aware of that are happening within your soul.
You should:
-make sure to always stay grounded. Don't trust your intuition to the point where you just lose track of reality. Do things you enjoy and have productive focuses outside of Spirituality.
-make sure you're doing your daily spiritual work. Consider this like hygiene or eating. You should be at least cleaning your aura and chakras every day (some do it multiple times a day) and work on your Aura of Protection daily or whenever you feel the need for it.
When you are overthinking or worried, or even panicking, it is good to pray to Lord Satan or your Guardian Demon (no need to know who it is) and they will help you calm down one way or another, if you genuinely need it and can't help yourself yet.

Dedicating implies a lot of work is ahead of you. Yes. But we can never forget that it also implies your participation in a beautiful Satanic family guided by the Gods themselves, and under the protection of GOD himself, Satan. Individual strength and being able to defend yourself is important, but Lord Satan cares for his own.

 

[Mint666]

You were (just?) a christian and then you started opening all your chakras before dedicating. It might be thoughtforms reacting to your progress which wasn't began gradually enough.
Are you doing any void meditation?

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Invoking Satan( so simply repeating the name Satan and asking for help) helps out temporarily and then I feel peaceful, but then the uncanny feelings creep back in.

It's quite normal, it may be both the enemy and a reaction of your own mind.
With time this fill slowly fade away and your mind will be focused on advancement, and you may become immune to this. Try to ignore that thoughts, in case they are heavy call for your Guardian Demon even if you don't know who is, they can help to calm down and cast panic away.
It's like swimming, first times in the water you'll be full of fear of drowning, and gasping to float; later on you can swim without even thinking to how you do it, and negative thoughts disappear. Enemy influence is like a person outside the pool trying to scare you, but this person cannot come in the water and drown you, so you may be scared by this person (enemy) until you'll be immune from this kind of attacks.