theonlymiko
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Hi
I'm sixteen years old and recently joined SS. Ever since my dedication, I have been feeling a presence with me all throughout the day. For example, today in maths period, I was sitting and doing my work. I sit at the back of the class. I felt a warm, comforting hand on my shoulder. When I looked, no one was there. I have been feeling a presence but am struggling with communication - does anyone have any suggestions for me? It frustrates me to no end not being able to get into contact with this presence.
Also, do I have a Guardian demon? If so, how can I contact him or her?
I can meditate and fall into a deep trance, yet I am mostly unable to communicate with Deities. I feel them, and I see a few of them in my dreams.
I have seen those who name themselves:
Lilith
Barbatos
Sytry
Luminitsa
I dreamt of them even before I have ever heard of them. Can anyone offer any advice? They appear in my dreams together often, and they always protect me. Sytry is the one to always communicate with me - he is friendly, concerned for my well being, and protective. Lilith never says a word. Barbatos is mostly silent, but every now and then he would ask me if I am okay whenever something traumatizing has happened. In one of my dreams, Shadows (or greys) cut off his head. But he returned once more. I actually feel him in my room right now, he helps to keep the nightmares at bay. I have never before heard of a demon called Luminitsa, nor am I able to find her.
Also, what is the price to pay for summoning a Demon?
Can anyone offer any assistance? It would be greatly appreciated.
Ariadne
Hail Satan!
I'm sixteen years old and recently joined SS. Ever since my dedication, I have been feeling a presence with me all throughout the day. For example, today in maths period, I was sitting and doing my work. I sit at the back of the class. I felt a warm, comforting hand on my shoulder. When I looked, no one was there. I have been feeling a presence but am struggling with communication - does anyone have any suggestions for me? It frustrates me to no end not being able to get into contact with this presence.
Also, do I have a Guardian demon? If so, how can I contact him or her?
I can meditate and fall into a deep trance, yet I am mostly unable to communicate with Deities. I feel them, and I see a few of them in my dreams.
I have seen those who name themselves:
Lilith
Barbatos
Sytry
Luminitsa
I dreamt of them even before I have ever heard of them. Can anyone offer any advice? They appear in my dreams together often, and they always protect me. Sytry is the one to always communicate with me - he is friendly, concerned for my well being, and protective. Lilith never says a word. Barbatos is mostly silent, but every now and then he would ask me if I am okay whenever something traumatizing has happened. In one of my dreams, Shadows (or greys) cut off his head. But he returned once more. I actually feel him in my room right now, he helps to keep the nightmares at bay. I have never before heard of a demon called Luminitsa, nor am I able to find her.
Also, what is the price to pay for summoning a Demon?
Can anyone offer any assistance? It would be greatly appreciated.
Ariadne
Hail Satan!